Still fighting!

Thanks everyone for the wonderful day today. :-)

firstly, a happy teacher's day to all teachers out there! :) Me and chantalle were the emcees for Mayflower's concert and thanks to all those who cheered when we are out. this definitely gave us alot of encouragements!! we were not then nervous afterwards already. ;D afterall, it went well, even the teachers said so. thanks everyone. ;D right after that we went to catch romeo and juliet skit played by the teachers! it was really funny. despite it was short, it was really nice. :) and many started calling me to see if i am going back! but decided to meet up w some dick and otw saw hazell! hence we went back together. BUT WASTED LOR WOODGROVE CLOSED WALAO. so pekchek!!!! bobian...... we stayed opposite school lepak awhile before heading to causeway for brunch and tania's place for movie marathon! :D 

AND IT HAS BEEN A YEAR SINCE I SAW ALL OF THEM. AND YET, WE HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO TALK ABOUT... THANKS EVERYONE. :-) THATS WHAT I ALWAYS LOVE ABOUT WOODGROVE-IANS. :) ESPECIALLY 09 BATCH. :-) 

And yes, these are the only few of our 6E to 6G bunch of people who went back. sadly, not alot went back however, i am still glad that those who went back still had fun. Had some sort of movie marathon @ tania's place with this bunch of people. Even though during primary school only part of us are close, cant believe how we are so comfortable with each other right now. :) Further on my evening was spent with my two beloved ladies. :) A pity that we got so engrossed in our talking that we forgot to take some pictures... but you girls know who you're! Love you two always. <3 & i am sure we know we've each other to rely on. thanks girls! <3 

and yesterday it was this pretty lady's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYI. :-) dont think my card not good enough hor. look @ what i wrote, it's filled w so much sincerity. :) Will definitely give you something better next year or something if we are still in contact! :D & just to let you know, you've been a really great friend + senior one can ever get. All the best for your O's pretty girl. loveya! :* 

& also, we got back our report book today. Marking the end of term 3 officially. time flies, isnt it? I had survived 3 terms of being an upper sec student. i survived through all those hard times, and enjoyed thoroughly through my great moments. In another 3 more months, 2012 is coming to an end. 2013 is coming so soon. & that means, O levels. Just by the name of it just make my heart pound abit faster. Feeling just so not prepared. Always feeling that i am wasting my time but i just cant do anything abt it, forever procrastinating.. August has been such a busy month for me. & even if september holidays has finally come, it doesnt really seems to be a holiday for many of us. It's still books books and more books. le sigh, life of a sec 3.... the thought of taking chinese O levels this coming end of year just send a chill down my spine. sigh.. it's alright, i can do this!!! :) In another 15 months i am getting out of Mayflower.... sigh still remember when it was secondary 1 and stuffs... haha memories. :) All the best people! 

Thank you felicia peh. this card reall made my day. seriously seriously made my day. :') love you. :* 

This is what i like about friends. When you're down, they're always there for you. Best friends are those who will never tired of giving you advises on those pointless problems that you had repeated again and again. :) and definitely, i am glad that i have many of them by my side. even though i am one who seldom share,as i would rather listen than share, thank you people who are always here by me. :) August has been a month full of mind games, but still, i managed to pull through. September, i am waiting for you. :) 

& this. " sometimes when you just feel so emotionally reflective, everything feels like shit, feels like everybody is distant from you, and times like those you just doubt your presence and importance around people. you start submerging yourself in negative thoughts and all you do is to sit by and watch everybody, laughing, having fun while you sit there alone, staring, wondering how you can go from smiling and laughing hysterically to a feeling like this. it sucks. "

" 做不到的承諾 就不要隨便答應 或隨便說出 因為總有個傻子 一輩子都忘不了"

With this, have a good night everyone. I am looking forward to a better september. :-) it's my bestie oon birthday month! x 

For this very special lady of mine, thanks for today ass. :-) love you forever and always. :')

Just cant accept how the generation now is. They are getting so... woah. Totally speechless. Got to really see their true colours today. So young and they are talking about gang.... woah. x.x 

Spent my saturday very well @ kb mac with ginn celine and zhengwu! & i slacked throughout Sunday, only to be studying at night. And monday is already reserved for kimmyoon. It has been really long since i met this girl. :) Looking forward to a meaningful day with her. :) 

Loving sunday today bc thr's no school tomorrow. Foresee a very good week ahead. :-) & amaths's trigo is killing me badly le sigh 

make full use of tomorrow before school starts everyone!! :)

its all still around

Best night of my life. :) 

Sometimes i really thank my parents for everything i have right now, and to think i am really blessed to have them. Happy 22nd anniversary Daddy and Mommy, i love you two. :) 

This week passed quickly and the long weekend is coming! I just love sundays, esp when thr's no tuition and thr's no school the next. Looking forward to my studying session with ginn and co later! & to be honest, it's so disappointed to see the class like this. Many might think our class really got swag and stuffs, but.. sigh. it's okay, i still love you people, 3Justice-ians. :-) Results are all back and it served as a serious wakeup call for me to buck up. Esp chinese, i am taking my O levels Mt @ eoy and yet i am merely a pass this time round. And yet, that passion of flame for chinese is dying out, damn... hang on crystal!!! and for the rest, definitely a need to buckup too! But a self pat on myself for my physics's results. :") at least for this my hardwork didnt went down the drain. :) 

Whatever it is, life goes on. Stay happy everyone. :)

不属于自己的东西却一直紧握在手里 ， 只会弄痛自己。

Best friday in 2012. :') 

Headed down to the lively sentosa after national day with the usual bunch of assholes. AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME WE 5 ARE ALL HERE. really a day to remember. <3 and we only reached sentosa at 3pm when we all met at 12pm. we wasted 1h waiting. :( but it's okay, upon reaching there we got a really good place! :-) and soon after everyone started pushing each other down into water. wapiang x__x i didnt even wanna get into the water so soon in the first place. :( and the sands were scorching fucking hot i swear. while we were playing volleyball we cant help but its a must to wear slippers!!!! the guys then headed down into the sea quickly. 

Them. <3 forever and always bitches. :')

TALKING ABOUT THIS PICTURE BELOW... THIS IS WHERE I GOT CUTS ALL OVER MY LEG. WE CLIMBED ONTO THOSE ROCKS THEN WHEN I COMING DOWN I SLIPPED ON ONE THAT CANT BE SEEN THEN ENDED UP SCRATCHING MYSELF SOBS FUCKING PAIN LA T.T and those wounds still hurt today!!!!!! :( 

 and i really like this picture above ^ :)

CANT HELP BUT TO THINK I AM SUCHA CUTIE 

and these pictures are what we do when we are there. ridiculous but yeah, the guys are really funny wapiang. 

ALWAYS. :')

and botak oh volunteered to be covered w sands! so we helped him to cover himself w sands and we did a human shape w boobs and dick. LOL IT TURNED OUT TO BE.... REALLY FUNNY. 

and i like this! i dont know why. :) 

i think me and junjie so charming !!!! I HAVE MORE CHARMS THOUGH

Oh and ard 5pm my ladies ong and tans went to shower, leaving me and fel with those guys. we then had water volleyball and we were so hungry that we kept going up to grab some food. seriously hungry!!!!! and $$$ alot gone oh well. :( then the rest went to shower at ard 630 and we took the pram around palawan beach.... while singing the national day song!!!! okay xiaxuey max but yeah. and this junjie suggested going imbiah station just to get his icecream. sucha ass!!!! ended up we didnt go jayson's house but swensens! 

 and we celebrate dick rongebonge birthday at swensens! it's his birthday today though, happy birthday dick!!! :)

aww. :")

 Overall, a wonderful well spent day with this bunch of people. :)

the four days holidays are coming to an end..... cant believe friday just passed in a flash. :( definitely more outings as such will be coming up! great thanks to pehxinying for organising this trip, love ya bitchhhhhh :) 

had been coming home so late for the past few days that i have become to lazy to head out this warm sunday afternoon. perhaps i should go continue my novel, it's too amazing. :") or probably do some trigo that might trigger my smartness for maths. haha hopefully i am not losing that interest in studying. i can do this! yes, you can do this crystal! :) headed to mustafa yesterday night and reached home at 130am, and talked otp with bestfriend till 3am plus. LEI SI WO LE LA T.T these few days were really well spent, and i should keep all these memories deep down in my heart, for i treasure every single day, every single memory that i have. Thanks to all these people, my life is more complete right now. really love that special me and my ladies have despite us only meeting a few times in a year. just feel so comfortable w them. :) 

Not to mention, the rest of you too. You people know, the usual bunch of you. :) This year, so many many things had happened, but definitely i know all these are parts and parcels of growing up, so thats prolly why i just left things to what they were, and hoping someday, somehow, it will pick itself up. And perhaps, some will, some dont. The only thing we can do is just stay happy. Staying positive and optimistic will definitely help alot. I guess when somethings  are not meant to be, they cant be no matter how one try to piece everything back. I still love and care from you people, and when i say this, i meant it. And this is what makes me strong. The love and care you people are giving me, is so overwhelming that sadness could not take over all these you people gave me. Sincerely a very big thank. :') Hereby, i wish all of you to be really happy, and to know that i am always here for everyone of you. I might not be the best adviser but i dare to say, i can really listen, for everyone really need some trustable person to hear them out. Loving all of you x 

August has been sailing well. Continue to strive, august. I will work with you. :')