As much as i hate to neglect this little space on mine, i am having a constant battle with time. It's like the time in my bank account is getting lesser each day, with just 83 days left to my O levels. Now that i am actually sacrificing my sleep for a short update, i hope i do not be a walking zombie for it's nearly 1am in the morning now!!!
Although life has been pretty mundane due to studies, i am still loving the feeling of this mugging sensation that everyone is feeling right now. One thing for sure, i loce night studies with the right people. I work especially well with the people i love so i am glad :-) even though i reach home at such unreasonable timing, i just hope all these efforts will be paid off. All the best for the upcoming prelims2!!!
And have a great week ahead everyone!!! ^__^

Lectures after lectures on you, having people to be constantly reminding that you are not the one, but i am sure i am not giving up. Nature, please take your course. What else can i say?

What do you do when you are in a struggle to handle so many things? Your shoulders are so heavy and nobody's there to help you. You're all by your own.

Never would i imagine us like this. I need a fucking break this is so suffocating

A little pity that we will turn out to be like this. I thought I would be fine, thinking that you would too. But who am I kidding? I miss you way too much, this is killing me so much. Just why can't I do this?

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Thank you Felicia. I can never imagine life without you. You seem to be the only one who's able to see my tears through my smile. I love you so much, here's to our friendship, muacks even though you're such an annoying fucked up bitch ♡♡♡ :-)

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When can things ever start to get better... so tired, I hate us now. fuck it, things shouldn't start tumbling down right now I am so helpless I can't seem to do anything fml

Anyw, Happy belated birthday to my dearest chantalle. She's so Happy that we surprised her so yay. :-)))

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Such a bad day. I hate how a sucker am I for being unable to express myself. I hate how the more I keep, the more I am used to it. Sigh

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Sometimes things get a little bit too complicated and all you do is laugh at yourself for landing yourself in this state.
So what do I do now? my fault again? 

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It's such a tough period now to be struggling with so many things. Plus the weight of pressure from prelims, life can't seem to be any better despite with the joy and happiness from the people around me.
It's nearly 1130pm right now and I am taking my social studies and chemistry papers tomorrow. And Yeah you may be thinking, who the fuck arranged exams like this?! Well..  my school does: -( whatever it is I hope my efforts will pay off. The past few papers have been behaving quite well except for monday's papers probably? Yeah you're right, again it was humanities and science. Hahaha fml what to do T__T having to know that the following three months plus may be the most torturous period of my life, I got to prepare stronger teeth to grit through. You guys too, stay happy! :-)

& trust me, it's definitely not one of my options to screw things up. I hate to see us like that.. this attachment feeling never fades. Never did it once, never will it. 

It's Friday guys!!!! ♡♡♡

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