A little thing.

So far i thought things have been going well in 2014. But as usual, i thought. I know maybe the things i am going through may be counted as peanuts as i compared to those who are suffering even more but the things i have to juggle are making me so lost so confused so tired. Never would i want to trouble anyone with all these thoughts, never would i know how to express all my inner feelings to a person, despite how that person may be close to me. As a taurus, we are stubborn. Once we decided to not do something, no matter how broken we are inside, we will still keep it to ourselves. Because we wouldnt want to have any relationship ruined just because of our thoughts. Coming back, i hope and pray things work out fine. Never can i imagine life without you all. Never can i imagine daily life without you. But i know i am never going to get all these back. I am crying so loudly inside. I am so broken, but i can't cry. At the end of the day, the worst feeling is literally feeling your heart aching, and yet you just can't do anything but to let those heart strings break and your tears flow. Feeling like this before work tomorrow suck pretty much. Sleep early everyone

All i know is that i should just fucking shut myself away from the world. In need of time alone so badly. 

Had a brand new start with a blast. 2014 started really well and i foresee so much more to come. ^__^ 

Promised myself to not invest any feelings into you but everything we had and how you let go of such a thing made me wanna run to your embrace once again. How could you?