Decided to drop by this platform for awhile to rant my negative thoughts. This site has been with me for quite some time and honestly I thought it would be nice for me to look back here in ten years time and actually laugh at how silly I was, getting upset and all over some issues. But tonight, it's one of those rare nights I couldn't go to sleep, and it has been quite some time since my emotions start to resurface again. 

I was doing well for the past few months; not entirely smooth-sailing but still positivity all within my sight. All was good, and i was very thankful for everyone around me. Things seem to be going all so wonderful for me, be it felicia and company ending their o levels, secondary school friends all being so sweet, poly friends, dragonboat, HOT, or even missing the clique, everything feels so in piece. I feel so filled, i was not empty anymore, or should i put it this way, I stopped feeling empty. The missing piece was filled up, I was happy. :-)

I know such nights will not come often but tonight I crumbled, shattered right into pieces I couldn't even bother to pick up. Too many things have happened and they made my demons to resurface once more. It's scaring me how these emotions have the ability to take over me. 

Nearly 4am and I have to wake up at 6plus for school, just.. so crazy, so exhausting.