LOOK AT HER LONG LEGS HATE HER MXM :@
hi everyone! :D wasnt feeling very well for the past one week but still dragged myself out of the house to meet bestie and bi. overall quite a nice day for me as a kiss was enough to solve everything i guess. so yeah, i caught " hongkong horror movies " @ cck and headed down to kbox @amk with kimberly. First thing when i met her was hug! MISS HER LIKE MAD. there was a period of time whereby many of my besties were overseas and i had no one to turn to. that feeling is.. BAD. AWFUL. REAL AWFUL. :( but since now all of them are back, i am glad! :D had a h2h chat with oon as usual, :)
Chalet's tomorrow and timecheck: 1252am. i think i gotta wakeup @ around 8am tomorrow. Hopefully peijing will be on the same car with me tomorrow as her mom's coming to fetch me&sis over to the chalet first! So i wont be posting till sunday comes. aww, another sad thing! :( decided to do quite a number of things with both besties @ chalet, and hopefully we can manage to capture alotalot beautiful moments together! so excited to have our usual catchup with bestiechua!
Hectic schedule till xmas, no more time for him and i guess he's pretty upset too! alot outings and xmas party coming up. MISSING CLIQUE TOO MUCH. THE GUYS SIDE TOO. D: anyway, i guess everything is smoothing well @december's sea. :) Praying for more happy things to happen too!
Had this longlong chat with Miss Lai and told her i am really gonna fight for my fate. if he appears again, i might grab the chance, that opportunity. but things dont come so easily. he's happy with what he's having now. a new girlfriend, a group of bros, and might not even remember the existence of a person name crystal. but i think that's life. people got you once, and they dont treasure. By the time they knew, their loved would be gone, and they will be regretting, WAY TOO MUCH. had this irritating feeling for a very long and yet chose to be ignorant for i know, things would get worse if i pursue it down. i believe time will bring you back. at least, just back to friends. because whenever i thought i got you, i was wrong. neither did one of us took the initiative to start this thing, and well, it ended silently. so i guess that you. but still, at times i miss the you who calls me @ 3am in the morning, the you who tolerated all my nonsense even thou i am just yr friend, the one who wanted to meet me like everyday, the one who still insisted on meeting me after yr camp despite you are tired, the you who always call me sucker, the you who i thought i had you. But i hope you're leading yr life with a girl you really likes. I just hope that whatever it is, be it the past or future, i am willing to be here for you. Perhaps .. You might be back. K I AM DREAMING. WAKEUP CRYSTAL.
but anyway, i still love those pretty babes and bros who are always there for me. shouldnt give up just bcos of someone who might not worth, for thr's someone now who does. :D " remind yourself it's okay not to be perfect. " i shall have a long post to keep my readers till sunday comes!
This is so true. " Hold on, Pain ends. " Whatever it is, there will always be a rainbow after rain. I believe God want us to be happy too. CHEEZE. :)
Having this problem as often as everyday. I just think that, what for tell yr problems to others when they already have so much? Perhaps we can be a little bit better, and just keep everything to ourselves. That wouldnt bother anyone, i guess. HAHA.
Just want this xmas gift, santa. :)
" Sometimes it's not the person you miss, it's the feeling you had when you were with them"
Things are getting out of hand, that feeling of missing is getting so strong. Went facial that day and walked past the route we walked together, everything came falling back to me. I dont miss you, i miss the memories, the fond memories you gave me. It was all perfect. That stage of .. bestfriends. It was awesome. I've no idea why you broke it. But whatever it is, i really miss everything. just couldnt find that someone to pour everything out. everything seems to be so difficult to say. It's trapping. HAHA no one could ever understand i guess. Forget it. Memories are suffocating and yet i know thr's a better one for me right here, i shouldnt take him as invisible. he's mine and i shouldnt be thinking of others. DUMB ME. SHIT.
I shall just be the cheerful and happy girl everyone knows. :) LOVE ME HUNNIES!
Enough of my rants already i guess. " Just stay strong, and hope. " Looking forward to all events that are planned in my schedule! Much loves, ciaos!
