gave school a miss

loving my dad and mom so much :') <3

HEY SIS :) 

mommy <3 :)

forever da best <3 

oh yeah chinese new year was splendid. :') 


as usual, took tons of photos with family this year. ever since grandma was gone, we try to keep grandpa occupied with our love in case he thinks of grandma. How're you, grandma? I miss your love letters and your pineapple tarts and most of all, you. I hope you're doing fine, luv you. :) 


this year holidays was pretty short - just 2 days. totally not enough time and second day there's alot houses for us to visit and it was pretty tiring. reached home about 9pm and chiong-ed physics and maths as i thought i will be going back school. but to think that i actually gave school a miss today as i am down with flu sorethroat and fever. nevertheless, i am studying at home. what a hardworking student huh :') 


heading back to school tmrw, majorturnoff i guess. :( 


i am only treating you like him cos i see him in you. yes just that simple dont think so much crystal he isnt talking seriously

i look like a fucking vain bitch here hahahaha

cutest cousin!

shes like da best cos she always helps me!

now it marks the start of the busy schedule i am having. till then, ciaos. 

MUST GIVE ME YOUR SUPPORT THIS COMING SUNDAY @ SCAPE! FLEA ALRIGHT? :) I WANT SEE ALL OF YOU THERE! love you people xoxo :') <3 

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D

thanks for making my new year a sweet one

what the fuck you want. 


it's new year in apprx. 8h time! it's late afternoon now and i am alone at home blogging as parents are busy with their stuffs while sisters are sleeping cos we woke up very early today! Heading out for reunion dinner soon. both maternal and paternal side are today, hence cannot eat so much later sumo liao hahaha. so eggcited for new year bcos it means MONEY ARE COMING wakakakaka. time to save up for a new camera! i am waiting for 430pm to watch the aunty lucy show on channel8! sibei aunty siol meee. haha. whatever it is, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL! :D


she told me 2012 will prove you didnt change. i dont believe. now, slowly, i am. can you prove to me shes wrong? i fucking please you. 


dont say you miss me x

so get out get out get outta my head ~

I wish I was in a cute ass relationship

the type of relationship that takes 329842384 pictures, where you skype til you fall asleep and have conversations about pointless things. It gets me so jealous to see people so happy because it makes me think and question why I can’t have that.

caught journey 2 just now @ 10pm. :') quite a good show, i can say.


didnt went to chinatown this year & CNY is fucking no feel. :'( It's 122am, new year eve. AND TMRW WILL BE NEW YEAR. yayyyyyy time to get angpows! i shall catch so many movies soon! 


"Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times I've sat in my room and cried, how many times I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I've had to hold back the tears, how many times I've felt like I'm about to snap but don't just for the sake of others, how many times I've felt like running away. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head whenever I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody knows me, and thats what I hate the most. 
-tumblr." fuck stop sweet talking me

FINALLY A LONG WEEKEND.

yay finally it's CHINESE NEW YEAR!! :D as in, few more days! 


This week was tiring. Monday was free but stayed back to study with the girls, and we made a joke out of ourselves in school! damn. :) and me wenning ginn slacked with xuanliang @bball court and got so tired from laughing! Tuesday had cca and i swear i got the fucking stress of syf next year already, so afraid that i cant do well. wednesday stayed back once again, as tricia said she feel the stress given by "her" and she decided to study real well and win her, kind of true too la :) they studied while i played bball with xuanliang and wenning i think. Bad memory nowadays. :( OHHH WE HAD TCOUKBALL TRAINING. I NEVER MENTION BEFORE RIGHT. i am playing tchoukball now with ginn wenning and joycelyn and other seniors! i think tcoukball is really fun and i am so gna invest on it! :D and the girls left without me and wenning hence we went bball-ing with marcusangang and jerry to warm ourselves down. and that marcus and i banged on each other for so many times. but he gentleman uh, help me up. aisehhhh. then wenning&i decided to have dinner with warren jerry marcus and wenrong @ kpt opposite! AND I WAS REALLY SUEY THAT DAY. JERRY ACCIDENTALLY POURED ONE QUARTER PEPPER ON ME. ACCIDENTALLY LA I KNOW. BUT THE PEPPER HURTS SO MUCH THAT I ALMOST CRIED I SWEAR. AND JERRY WAS VERY GUILTY, I CAN SEE THAT! HAHAHA. and marcus dragged me and wenning to take 169. abit waste time, but bobian, give junior face! he's a really nice guy and should be together with *her haha joking i see the future of them idk why too shhhhh everyone who read this. thursday was time to play for cny celebrations and i swear i had so much fun with my co members. super memorable! like.. MY FIRST TIME PERFORMING FOR CNY WOOTS WOOTS WOOTS. haha, then decided to pon cca as there's like maths test on friday. so i went studying with tricia huiwen& clara @ canteen. xiang li came not long after and taught us. Great senior who got a 9-pointer! xuanliang came again and disiao-ed everyone LOL TROLLED. and we left school @ apprx 630pm which was fucking late. it's friday today, LIKE A FINALLY. school was fine, just that the maths test was a killer. really killer. 18questions, 40marks, 30minutes. KILL ME. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FINISH IT?! but i did it. Just that.. i just pray for a merely pass. THAT WOULD DO GOD, MUCH LOVE. :) stayed back after school today to study, but actually more than 3 quarter time i am bball-ing so ya. HAHA . and congrats to my bitch wenning for her hardwork paid off today. a great cny start for her i guess ;) WINKZZZ. and warren talked to me about school stuffs and some got like what, mistaken?? HAHAH! had fun bball-ing with so many people! it's like a match between the pe people and uniform people! it's damn cool!! and i accidentally said something wrong & randy warren stared at me. SHIT. and they talked to me about that, ohnowadafuq. left sch @ 430pm for cousin's bday celebration! so prolly i had a fun yet tiring week. :') 

things got a little out of hands yesterday and was glad that i managed to solve with him. :') goodfriends still, huh? :) i really see him in you. thats why i got so anxious. he said you like me. i say you flirting. whatever it is, the point is that i see his shadow in you. i am afraid. fucking afraid. 


happy birthday bi xoxo 

my blog views are so high today! 25!! omg i am like

i was really shocked! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO CAME TO MY BLOG I LOVE YOU :') 
shall change my blogskin soon. it look real suckish. and i find my blog real boring. maybe i should spice it up by doing some topical posts! that would be like.. way more interesting, yeah! :D 


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE. ;D 
ENJOY THE ' LONG ' HOLIDAYS !