YES LOVELYS MYE IS FINALLY OVER. YAY NO MORE EXAMS FOR THE TIME BEING OMG SO HAPPY WHEN MATHS P1 WAS COLLECTED!!!!! :D 


hell yeah, so happy! :b yesterday we went to marcus's place and reached home late. sorry mommy... but we studied at his house, and really sat down as a clique and talked. it's okay that chantalle wasnt there, because we're going out tmr!!!! HELL YAY ANNSIANG TMR. hopefully! and then alot shopping plans coming up !!! WOOHOO cant wait cant wait. :-) especially tmr, it has been so long since the whole clique went out together love my girls so much. and wenning said something so true yesterday, " it has been so long since we sat down as a clique. now the clique feel is back. " HAHA SO TRUE. love them so so much, cant afford to lose any one of them. :) 




and hi those bitches out there ( you know who you are ) , when are we hanging out!! SA1 is over!! :D <3

now exams are over, i just gotta relax yayness. :-) 


so confused over my own feelings.. just who's the one. 

a day filled with emotions. :)

what a productive day. :') headed to nebo with rochelle early in the morning. was actually going to tricia house but mommy disallows me to go until that far. ohwell, it's okay. nebo was very quiet throughout the day and i like that. definitely will go back again for more study sessions. :-) but the aircon there like free sia, blasting like mad!! hence it was kind of difficult for me to write there. :< 

me and rock reached there ard 1145pm and the whole cafe did not even have a single soul! we were their first customer. then blackiechiawenrong suddenly called me and told me hes coming to study also! then within an hour he went home before coming back to meet me to go park mac. :-) but who knows he went clav's house walao dua me. then junjie came half an hour after wenrong left. swear junjie is damn funny. he kind of drooled over the worker's face but got irked by her voice. damn funny!! and the jacket hes wearing was from zhengwu. zhengwu came awhile after junjie came. like wtf la suddenly alot people!! but its still okay, four of us still managed to study quite alot. :) then after awhile so many people came, we then headed to kb mac to find lesbiesoo!! :-) quite alot people were there, so i quickly zao. went home with marcus and jerry the birthday boy!! 

Hopefully marcus will be fine, i am always here for you my brother!! :-) YOUR GIRLFRIEND SOO TOO ALRIGHT :D and talked to birthday boy and yeah, glad things are sailing well!! :-) 

memorising history for one last time before i go to sleep. :) 

i will move on. i am very contented. at least you said that, at least i know, i wasnt one sided. at least i know, my instincts were right. be happy with her, my mega bestie. :-) 

AND YES I AM STARTING TO TREASURE YOU DAMN.... LE SIGH BAD HABIT OF MINE, ALWAYS TREASURING PEOPLE BEFORE THEY EVEN TREASURE ME. it's okay, i know someday, you will. :') please dont be in love with someone else. 

and this part of post shall be dedicated to my lesbiesoo. :-) 
hey dear, i was super upset to receive that super long text from you, y'know. i dont want you to actually give up so easily. afterall, you've come this far. it's not worth if you give up now. i want you to think thrice, before you say anything, whether what you are doing are worth. trust me, you are not alone when it comes to studies. i am not much better too. since we're not those who're smart, we just gotta accept the fact and mug twice or thrice as hard as those smart ones. God will see the hardwork and time we pay, and he will repay us with super good results. i want you to know that whatever happens, i am forever behind your back, alright my love. <3 it hurts to see you being so sad. you're a blissed woman right now. you told me this, and i want you to be one always alright. i am sure friday is awaiting us. we will go shopping and go wild very soon haobuhao! now, we just gotta mug as though its our O's. i love you lesbiesoo, you must stay strong :) x 




GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE TAKING THEIR PAPERS TMR. I LOVE YOU AMATHS AND HISTORY, HOPE YOU LOVE ME BACK TOO. <3 

Are you happy?

Hey lovelies, it's 230am in the morning. Will be heading to meet rockkshell @ nebo amk hub to study at 11am. I am sure it's gonna be a very productive one. and hopefully i can wake up in time, i am so depriving of sleep nowadays, yet i am always staying up late for my exams. just four more papers, and everything will be down. felt so motivated today, hopefully this motivation will last me for another 3days, whereby preparations for exams are still going on. Tuesday will be on history and amaths, the school must be mad -_- wed, physics. I WILL PASS. JUST LET ME PASS. A C6 ALSO GOOD LA HOR. I WANT TO PASS PHYSICS OH WELL. and last paper is on thurs, maths paper1. hopefully papers will run smoothly for this week. :) 


SORRY TRICIA FOR NOT GOING YOUR HOUSE... YOU KNOW Y LA HOR. AI NI OK <3 MING TIAN YAO JIAN QIANG!! :-)

it has really been a very long time since i stayed up till this late. at this point of time, after studying, and before sleep, i will tend to think of everything. and yes, when i meant everything, i seriously mean everything.. It's usually this timing whereby all the thinkings came kicking in. Ponders and wonders on what exactly went wrong for somethings, and a reminder for myself that i should instead treasure those who're always by side. :-) for those things which i cant get, i just gotta wish them the best. this is life, this is a cycle. i am sure someday, the right one will come. everyone just stay strong !! x 

there's just so so so many many things on my mind. so so so so much worrying that you will leave me just becos of small lil things.. worrying so so so so much that you will forget me.. i am worried for i dont want to lose you. i treasure you so much. i want to be that only one. just at least, give me a promise that you wont leave... cos i promised i will always be here for you x 

le sigh it's okay i guess i ranted some of my feelings out here, i am feeling much better. day out with boh today was super productive. we did our work and revision from 10am to 4pm, awesome much i can say. :) i rested for just one hour and went for tuition. total productive day today i can say, and i like it!! :D hiak hiak, and talked so much with boh. glad we two are happy ^^ and after the intensive study, i think my brain cells died by half. gosh x.x but it's okay, it will be all worthwhile when the results are out. so ya, i will do my superduper best !! :D 

and yes , S H O P P I N G G G G G G G G!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bth already la, it has been months since i last shopped. IN NEED OF CLOTHES AND ALOT OTHER THINGS RIGHT NOW. Were talking about outings with chantalle just now and yeah, shes very excited to go out too!! i mean, who doesnt?! after months of intensive studies, it's time to give ourselves a break... right?? :-) hiak hiak. gotta save so much money for all the attractive clothings **blinkklinkkk** cant wait for sa1 to be over!!!! OKAY SA1 QUICK END PLEASE. :-) 

oh and before i go to sleep, just a few photos to share with you people which i find it very funny. 

I SWEAR THESE TWO PHOTO MADE ME LAUGHED LIKE MAD...... OH GOSH HOW I LOVE LIFE NOW :-) 


oh and happy birthday jerryohqingwen!! :-) 

A sunday today and yeah, heading to woodlands library with my boh lady <3 mom disallows me to head down to angmokio that side to study with the guys le sigh sorry bros will make it up soon :) studied till 1am last night and it's 830am now. so see, how much of sleep i am depriving. :< Have been wondering about so many many things nowadays, and hopefully both tricia and chantalle cheers up. my ears are always here for them. oh and yes today is my lesbiesoo and her boyfr's first monthsary!! HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY YOU TWO ANGSOO! :D 


dropped by tricia's blog and saw this. 

爱人不是最好的朋友

朋友再好也不能牵手

感情在天平两头 谁都怕太沉重

好朋友只是朋友 还是朋友

不能够占有

好朋友疯狂以后 还是一个人走

无所求

好朋友只是朋友

只能保留 一点点温柔

我知道什么时候回头

不打扰你的自由

you won. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME MYSELF AND I. :)

YAY IT'S SATURDAY. :D AND I'VE THE TIME TO BLOG ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY NOW! ;D 

view the photos first!! 

and i love this photo above so much. just to let limyunqi knows, things will be fine! and clique too, everything will be fine if anyone of you are meeting any obstacles alright. <3 

I must had done alot good deeds in the past to earn this superduper fabulous and loving clique of mine. it's the time that we have spend, made us so close and loving. whatever that happened, let's forget them, and start all anew. i am sure, everyone will be happy. and yeah, do know that i treasure every single one of you in this photo above. :') for they say, true friends are those who came and never leave. i am sure you girls are the bunch who will be that. at first when i came to school and all of you were empty handed, i was really kind of upset... i mean, who wont if they see their clique not giving any gift! :) but i understood that it was exams period and you girls might not be free. then after school you girls come surprise me with this card and even sang birthday song to me in the canteen. that was really.... MARVELLOUS. almost cried. and  it has been so long since we took a proper clique photo right? :) i will always keep this photo with me. :) tightly, safely. :) thanks clique, you girls are always the best. :) 

And we went to mac after the short celebration in school. Tricia, Huiwen and Rochelle went off to dont know where at first. And they keep reply me " go your lampah ! " when i asked where are they. then took photo with dick wenrong upon reaching there! afterwards tricia rochelle huiwen came back, WITH A ROSE IN THEIR HAND. wtf !!!! oh and did i told you all, marcus bought me a blue rose too! thanks angangsiol! ;) AND YES YOU 3 BITCHES LIE TO ME. GOD DAMN TOUCHED LA OK. :) then when junjie saw, he was like " ok la my turn to go buy already." despite not the close rs with him, thanks so much junjie!! :) then chantalle said she needs to go home as her mom called her. was abit sad that she need to go so early and wasnt able to join us to go marcus house. it's okay then. then wenning and marcus went off with her as both of them wanna buy shoelace. AND YES YOU GUESSED IT. the three of them lied to me again sia!! wapiang i felt so cheated. :< CHANTALLE BOUGHT ME A BALLOON AND CHOCOLATE WHILE WENNING AND MARCUS BOUGHT ME A CAKE. and they sang happy birthday damn loud again at mac. and another person was celebrating at mac too! ;) haha, thanks so much people. :) 

and yeah, i turned out like this! and can you believe, i need to take so many things home!! HAHA LOVE ALL OF THEM MAN. :) thanks to clique, i had sucha wonderful and memorable birthday this year. and wenning actually told me, they did not have any plans for me that day actually!! :) damn, so so so touched. :) then we went marcus house! studied there for awhile and junjie was really damn funny! went home at ard 6 and went out again to have dinner with family for my celebration yay!! :) Had sucha wonderful day due to all my lovelies. and yeah, huiyi too! i was so touched because the first thing i sat down, felicia gave me a blue rose and card. she said it was from huiyi. that really made my day, seriously. THANKS SO MUCH HUIYI, YOU'RE THE BEST. <3 :)


AND THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME IN SCHOOL. said thank for like dk how many times that day, heh!! :-) thats all for my birthday i guess. HOPE THERE'S A POSTPONED CELEBRATION BY CLIQUE AGAIN AFTER EXAMS YAYNESS. ;B hinttttttttttt ok bistout' :p 



and yesterday chinese paper was okay. Just that i felt so damn sleepy while reading those passage. we ended at ten and slacked around until one before reaching tricia's place. :) 

and i seriously think we are like super duper public nuisance. hope no one complains about us. ;) Life's so great now. Whats more can i ask for? Nothing i guess. :) Upon reaching tricia house we jitao went up to her house to take the 2pin plug cos my phone is seriously running out of batt!! Then changed out of my uniform before heading to the pool. the pool was so calm that i feel like swimming man! damn. :( then went back to studying room to study. finally the aircon is fixed yayness!! went to ball and playground time at around 330pm. and marcus was saying those creepy stuffs, eeyer wtf. :< went home around 530pm. THIS IS WHERE I AM SUPER ANGRY OK. bus 88 came and i stopped it thrice with ginn. then we asked wenning marcus and ivan chiong out. then the bus uncle saw them, and he left in our face just bcos ivan they all were stucked at the gate for five seconds. -'- cb sia wapiang. so angry :@ then on bus me and huiwen and ginn were so tired that the both of them fell asleep. i could have fell asleep if not for my phone!! :) then went home with huiwen. :) reached home quite early and it was sucha lazy day! gotta study today for amaths then, all the wayyyyyyyyy crystal. :)


Just a few more papers crystal, you can do it! :) 




no dont take me as your substitute please.....

AND YEAH BABY I AM FIFTEEN. 15 . :') 


have so much to update nowadays but there's exams tmr so perhaps i will update during the weekends! :) 


Just a short note, i love clique and family so much. They surprised me so much by those roses. and yes, i received like a total of 7roses for my birthday this year. still, a super big card and my card from jiaying and huiyi! thanks everyone so much. :') although my birthday falls on an exam day this year, i still enjoyed pretty much due to everyone's efforts. You girls and guys really made my birthday a meaningful and memorable one. :D 


AND YAY MATHS PAPER 2 WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EASY. PLEASE SENSE MY SARCASM. THANKS. :) fuck hell no man i swear if i pass p2 i will cry, tears of joy!! SO PLEASE TEACHER LET ME PASS. ;D english paper was so tiring, i was slacking at first but chiong like a mad bitch in the end cos no time alr wtf :< tmr's chinese paper and i slacked the whole day today cos apparently it's not based on textbook so i am not studying for it. going tricia house tmr again for studying session with clique and the guys, i think! :) so yeah chinese please let me pass tmr. and then i will be left with history, amaths, physics and maths p1 and sa1 IS DOWN OHYAY BITCH! :D 


Hope tricia that bitch will cheerup. Life has its ups and downs, you can be strong again. Time. alright, time. :) Just like me la haobuhao, not you! :) 


Shant talk about any sad things since this's my birthday post. 


HEH THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME ON TWITTER/FACEBOOK/SCHOOL/TEXTS/CALLS ETC :D LOVE YOU PEOPLE SO SO SO MUCH THAT WORDS CANT DESCRIBE! especially those who gave me blue rose. GOSH THATS SUPER SWEET. ;')

YAY IT'S MY BIRTHDAY IN TWENTY MINUTES TIME. 


DO WISH ME IN SCHOOL OK. LOVE YOU PEOPLE. I AM SO HAPPY DESPITE THERE'S EXAMS TMR COS IT'S CHEMISTRY. MY FAVOURITE. :-)