exams. :)

HI EVERYONE :D

Eoy exams had started since .. wednesday! Its a saturday today and hence i have the time to blog for awhile hehe! Anyway, i guess i screwed my chinese paper two and some parts of lit . History , maths and science are coming up next , very soon. Next week. Gotta buck up and chiong for the combination i want! Alot people snatching that place! D:

Hereby i wish everyone luck for the upcoming exams!

Happy second monthsary love. <3

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a little too tired i supposed.

whats been revolving me has been books, books, and books I swear i aint in the right state of mind these few days. I cried almost every single day bcos of some stupid reaons. And i couldnt afford to control my tears, that i actually started crying infront of soowenning. I am glad shes thr. She was the one who consoled me, the one who helped me. I think shes the best. My other besties came to comfort me afterwards. And im fine, cant be bothered to be sad! And since i sorted things out, no more tears! It's 16sept today, exactly twelve more days to eoy exams. Exactly fourteen more days to second month. :) HAHA im so excited babyyyyy! Wonder what will happen. Alright i suppose i need to get down to revision soon since i had been rushing through my assesments for the past few days. It was quite a hectic week for me i guess. Coping with too many things. Theres a HMT chinese movie appreciation going on this afternoon and i did watched the movie. Party started when lights off. We started moving around, playing with ryan, deroy and more. I swear tricia and deroy were engrossed in each other! Heehee. But it was worth it. Ryan started the mayah mayah thing and i was like, wtf is that. And he explained that its alot but someone told him its corspe. And then we laughed like crazies. Ended up , ryan did cheered me up when i was crying and made me smile! Geez. So glad to have my besties with me everyday. The girls. The guys. You. Huiwen asked me, i am afraid what if our clique is separated into different classes.. And i told her, not to worry. We will stay as one, heart beating as one regardless what class we will be going. We made a vow today, dont you people ever forget! And rmb our clique necklace! I am delighted to have you girls standing by my side through my hard times, sharing all my troubles, joy, and many others. My days in school will always be awesome with you people. You girls make my day enjoyable. ;) hehe, and yeah, we still have alot time next year. We will always remain as a clique! As for chessefries, you guys were too!

WILL BE BACK AFTER EOY! :D which is like.. 6oct! :D

i have confidence.

Just for you. so yeah. i like the bus ride . sometimes. Somethings aint meant to be said. I also will paiseh uh. But i guess i cant expect what i got from him from you. You two are different people. People told me they sensed you love me alot. Iknow, i do. Regardless what shit happens, dont hide from me. You told me to share, you have to. All the best. Trust me.

two more weeks to end of year exams :(

HI EVERYONEEEEEEEEEE I guess school has been rather smooth for me, with my besties everyday having intense study trainings in school. It's kinda fun! We stayed back till about four in the afternoon just to clear our science doubts with mrs neo. Shes a nice teacher, just that shes too soft. Unlike tanboonyong, so yeah. Thats why she cant control the class. Hence we can only stay back after school to ask her! Haha. Then we went for subway. It was way too crowded man. And tricia totally landed us in a super embarassing state! The staff told us to lower down our volume. Ohmygoooood. Studied from six till now, which is like eleven. I hope my hard work will be paid off.

school starts tmoro.

hi everyoneeeee. its a normal sunday today but i guess this is the worst sunday as there is school tmoro. like super monday blues. whatever it is, i am using my phone to blog nooooow. heehee. so cooool. i love chacha. i love you, you, and yeah, you. geeeezz. excited to seee my girls tmoro. love you people. goodnight.

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING. ):

Hi baby. do you miss me? :) 

So yeah, how's your thursday friday and saturday? ;D ! If i remembered correctly , i went to Chantalle's house on thursday to study. Reached thr bout 9am with wenning , rochelle and huiwen. We left @ 11 bcos it was plain boring over thr. Instead, we went to kb mac and slacked. Had our usual chitchats and disturbance to others who were studying . oooops. :) Then me, chantalle and huiwen and tricia , who came later, went for cca while wenning went home, and rochelle yuankai went to parkour! :p and THY MIGHT HAD DONE SOMETHING. :) heehee.

Friday went out with peijing! :D we watched " The Cat " . And some parts really frightened me HAHA WTF. so timid of me but i guess overall the whole show was good. Korean are really superb. :) then we headed back home after awhile @ amk. :) i went to grandma house while she headed home. Had fun joking and laughing while watching how the guys infront of us shouted " chibai " when the cat scared them! i swear it's damn funny!

It's saturday today. And i managed to finish all my homework. (: HAPPYGIRL97! and i went for tuition, had my usual catchup with deardear jiawen. <3 and headed to singtel shop right after it. I BOUGHT..

HTC CHACHA! :D 

chio luh ikr !! 

Geez. Thanks mummy. <3 iloveyou! Anyway, it's bcos i waited for 2years bfore my contract actually ends. Thank God i survived. :) 

School's starting in like, one day's time? Pros and Cons i supposed. EndOfYear examinations in two weeks' time. BUCK UP CRYSTAL. PLEASE. 

i hope the upcoming days will be smooth for me. I AM SO GONNA HAVE INTENSE STUDY EVERYDAY WITH MY DEAR CLIQUE. <3 i guess without them, i cant walk this far, i cant have been so happy, i cant be myself, with them. (: It's them who added colours to my life. Thanks girlzzzzzzzzzz. <3

and yes you silly. thanks for friday. :) i really liked how you held my hands when we were jaywalking and pulled me in from outside as it was dangerous due to the oncoming vehicles. seriously touched. i wont forget the bus ride. Not in my life. I guess, we will be happy. Geez. Stop comparing who love who more luh. I know i cant beat you. Make me shy uh. I am glad you're always here to share my joy, my sadness, whatever. And i'm such a noble person to send you to bus stop. Not every girl does that okay. HAHA. I guess we look cute holding hands in public. so dumb! k iloveyou. :)

It's 118am now. ciaozs!

it will never be late.

I am using mummy phone to type now!

geez. iloveyou. :)

It's 1238am now and some asshole went to sleep without saying goodnight. ): !


Meeting my lovely besties later on @ 1230pm. Catch me thr yo. :) and cca starts @ 250. bloody hell. ):

and yeah i miss soowenning. be honoured to see this bestie! :D i miss you lots. be back sooooon. we've lots to share i guess. :) 


heehee. BI I SMURF YOU. 

You gave me security.

IT WAS SMURFING GOOD YO :D


and yeah, i caught the 315pm smurfs with my sister chloe and bi. :) AWESOME YO. but with younger sister around i felt a little bit uncomfortable. But i guess everything went smoothly. 


It's the start of sept holidays and 6 more days for me to rest. Or should i say, whether it's holidays or not it doesnt makes any difference. For i am mugging everyday for EOY. EOY , please dont disappoint me and let my efforts go down the drain.(;


There's cca tmoro. Sucks hardcore. But i am so looking forward to friday, (: 


Why the hell thr's cca when it's holidays. God damn it. 

moves like jagger ~

MORNING EARTHLINGS. I JUST WOKE UP AND IT'S 1230 PM NOW. :) 

my dear kimberly's birthday is over! But she told me she had a meaningful and a blast one, i'm contented, for i did helped in surprising her! and abit awkward when her friends are with me. But we did made friends in the end! :) 

and so.. ytd i took the 915am 161 to her house @ hougang. i swear thats the first time i take 161 ! NOT JOKING!! haha, and i was alone with her till ard 12pm plus her friends came . We then had our lunch, take photos, cut cake etc. then i was eating half way , her friends came to sit beside me and shouted " hey i am friendly ! " HAHA SO CUTE OF THEM :) then i keep go into kim's room to text. and suddenly her taupok shouted behind me ," what're you doing! " HAHA, i had a shock ~ Then we went down for true or dare. Nathan was really, crazy. and i contributed to some of the questions okay! we went up, her friends ate again and thr's this guy name benedict who wna have a look @ my camera ~ and so , he went around taking everyone's unglam. HE'S SO CUTE! :D then thy played block catching while me kimberly and shixuan talked in the room. like a cool hehe xoxo. after that alot people came chap in. ._. and ard 555 i left her place for tuition. Nice to meet kim's friends. :) 

BORING SUNDAY TODAY. i guess i just study , study , and study.

SOOWENNING'S OUT OF TOWN NOW, HOPE SHE'S HAVING FUN AND NOT HAVING ANYTHING @ THE HOTEL. TOUCHWOOD , HEEHEE. have fun my dear! Miss you. :) 

and i realise, blogger's so advanced now! Now i know how many pageviews i've each day, and i have one follower. WOW. heehee. I love you yo. :)

Trying hard not to cry, as usual.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BEST BESTIE, YOU'RE 14! :D xoxo love you. 

as you can see, it's my bestfriend KIMBERLY OON XIN TIAN'S birthday! ;D let me write something for her ! :D 

eh girl girl. 14 le eh. 5 years of friendship, and counting on, i really appreciate your presence. i guess, god forgets to let you be my realblood sister, and hence you can only be my best bestie, best sister, best friend ! Just a text to you, you will definitely be thr. Regardless how much time i will take to say my problem, you will always be thr , listening to me. thats the best part that not many can be.:')  many often says thr will always be a friend whose character will just  be like you, and i guess that person is you. WE ARE SO UNDERSTANDING EH! ;D heehee. i hope you had fun at your simple birthday celebration today. My love for you is indescribably alright. It's just like.. without you, one part of my heart is gone. And be wary of who you're with. you never know whats underneath their NICE surfaces. happy birthday once again, my dear bestie. what i wna tell you, i alr wrote on my notebook to you! i hope you like that! :D happy birthday! <3  

this is especially for you!

my dearies.

Got ultra touched by my bistout recently. :)

From rochelle ; 

To : crystal
Happygirl97 ! You already said you're a happy girl . So prove it !
After reading your blog , hmm , I think alot .. Maybe you two aren't meant to be . You are afraid that the past will repeat right ? You MUST overcome it . Don't live in the past . Maybe if you contribute something , he contribute something , you two will last forever ! You need to tell him how you feel , and not bottle up your feelings , it'll make you worse , and he want you to trust him ( I hope so ) right ? So , trust him .
You can do it , we all are here for you anytime ^^ 

From wenning ; 

To my bestie 1.

I know, things are difficult. There's no future between the two of you. But, it's okay isn't it? Treat this as a good experience for the both of you. I know how you're feeling. You wanna love him but you don't wanna hurt him. Is it? Smile, I see a smile.

This smile is undeniable.

aint them like awesome?! super touched ! like , heehee. why are my dearies so awesome. <3 :D 

so yeah , in reply to that. 

SOOWENNING! 

HAVE FUN TMORO AT KL ! remember to buy me stuffs alright ! Stop falling deeper and deeper, for i know once you fall to an extent , you cant stop yourself and you will end up like chantalle. I dont want our hyper outgoing clique become like one emo clique liao hor. :) PERHAPS YOU JUST CONCENTRATE ON EOY.. AND ME! :P i know we are of the same kind, got sad things wont say, BUT I SMART GIRL , I UNDERSTAND YOU , YOU UNDERSTAND ME RIGHT ! so anything , do say. we are 24/7 , unless i sleep. :p love you. :)

and i agree alot that , i wanna love him. and i can. 

ROCHELLECHANMEIXUAN! 

come counsel me liao sibo. :) You uh. Trust him. You say i live in past, HOW ABOUT YOU? iknow whats going on on your mind. You still dont trust syk. ACTUALLY I KNEW WHAT YOU WROTE IN THAT NOTE. please, dont do all these anymore. he loves you wholeheartedly. be mindful of that. prove to us that you two can last more than a few months alright, for we can foresee you two's future! HAVE TWO CHILDREN OKAY. :D and replying to your blogpost, who says i no trust him! T I M E , like you say. I CAN OVERCOME DE LAH. sometimes crazy only! <3

CHANTALLELAIWANNI!

hey dumbass who stalked some random guy name HANDSOME who danced on tchers' day performance! IM GLAD YOU TOLD ME YOU FORGET JERK FOR HANDSOME. HAHA. iknow you're joking! but whatever it is, i want you to wakeup. That jerk is gone. i wrote your chapter 101, 102, 103. thats it. The story has ended. He ended this , using his own hands. Then you should end it, with your own heart too. I hope you dont always feel left out for we are a clique , and we are meant to be together okay! ): WE LOVE YOU. <3

TANHUIWEN! 

i know you might not be reading this but who cares. :) YOU. CONTINUE. BE. THE. SPY. OKAY.! :D heehee, dont be so smart for i'll stress! Relax @ times and we love you forever. AND OUTINGS WITH CLIQUE MUST GO LAH HOR :P TAKE PHOTOS ! I MEAN, POLAROID LAH !! 

heydear. :) 

eh you. dont be sucha silly guy anymore. see you tmoro, we have a date! AND I KNOW YOUR FULL NAME WAKAKAKAK! you better love me more or i kill you ~~ I promise you i will try my best to make this relationship last, i will keep it. As for you, DONT BE SO SAD EASILY OR IM SO GNA PUNCH YOU K YOU ASS . :b 

I am closer to you.

" I’m the girl who tries to be nice to everyone then gets taken advantage of. I’m the girl who tries to look pretty and it’s never good enough. I’m the girl who acts like she’s happy then goes home and wishes to be gone. I’m the girl who takes harsh words, act like they’re nothing, then goes home and cries. I’m the girl who tries to get her point across and could never find the right words. I’m the girl who has more depth to her than everyone thinks. I’m the girl who hides from the harsh eyes. I’m the girl who wouldn’t care if you gave me a shitty gift as long as you thought of me. I’m the girl who prays that someone will finally understand. I’m the girl who gets happy over the little things. I’m the girl that people misinterpret. "

IT'S 2SEPTEMBER. SEPTEMBER PLEASE BE GOOD TO ME. 


i guess i need to study sooooon. Just reached home! 

i dont want much.

perhaps you will never see this. never ever. but im feeling so down now. 
i dont know how can i help you. i was so afraid, i see his shadows in you. that flirtatious shadow.
i dont want much, i just want you to have actions. not only words. i know you've been working very hard for the past one month and im glad to know that. but still, i guess fault lies with me. i cant let myself adapt to you. our characters are like way much difference. but i acted normal. i think that's the best. and yes, if someday god breaks us apart, we gotta let him. but believe me like what i texted you, i will show you how i love you. i know i am your first and you might not know alot stuffs. but i cant possibly tell you how to, it's too weird. like , HAHA LOL. i dont wanna be so public for the time being due to my certain experiences. and yes, frankly speaking, i feel stress at times with you. you're a very nice guy, i dont wanna bring you down. not that i am bad , but i can foresee our future. i confirm you that thr will be no future for the both of us. so please make this a memorable one, for at least when i look back at this relationship, i will smile and not regret. for i know, the love between us was so strong. 


sincerely , i hope we could clear all those stupid small little stuffs . you get too hot at times. i dont like. 

HEY DEAR. 

I LOVE HOW YOU CALL ME CUTE. <3

Hi everyone ! HOW'S YOUR 1ST SEPT? :) 

mine was purely , to be described in one word only, A W E S O M E . i love my old friends. :') despite we dont really meet up or text , when we meet, we still talk like we are in primary school. That's it , the perfect feeling. No awkwardness at all. I LOVE YOU GALS . <3 

so yeah , school ended ard 1015 and my clique lazed around till 1110 i left them with chantalle . Proceed on to meet bridget and fiona. ALOT PEOPLE WERE CALLING ME . i felt so stressed ! HAHA ! but i still managed to answer every single call! SO PROUD OF MYSELF. hehe. i reached woodgrove at ard 12 and i saw damn many people. 


I WENT CRAZY. LITERALLY CRAZY. BCOS I SAW SO MANY OF MY EX SCHOOLMATES. I WENT AROUND HUGGING ALL OF THEM AND TAKING PHOTOS! LIKA MAD PERSON. JUST CANT EXPRESS MY EXCITEMENT. :")

we took damn lots of polaroids! :D 

chiobus huh ^

my goodfriends! <3

hey bestie. * above and below *

lika cute! 

Okay i didnt took alot pictures today man. x.x only 153! LIKA LESS YOUMEIYOU! ): 

so i went to look for all my teachers , hugging them , talking to them. ALL THE OLD TIMES. :') and hehe, i even talked to my p3 teacher! thats like.. 5years ago! and to think that she even remembered me! :D i'm so happppppppppy! after that we got to leave and we went to the playground we gals went almost everyday after school. Today meet up was all here except jiani and elvis. Miss both of them. :< but still, we had fun going crazy again! we lazed around and actually got scolded by the residents. like, for twice. fcuk uh zzz. whatever it is, then my cutecute zhirou still called me and waved to me from her house! THATS SO CUTE OF HER. :) haha. some parted with us and the normal 6 of us went to lingxuan's void deck for catch up. Life's good for everyone i guess. Life goes on. <3 and i remember telling everyone when thy leave me , " takecare of yourself , keep in touch ! " i feel so good seeing them. And even the canteen uncle auntie remembers me! Thats how popular i am, HEHEHEHEH joking. :p then we played some games @ void deck. and we started talking about woman stuffs, and gays lesbians homos bisexual , haiyah whatever you name it we talk bout it. ;> 

SUPERB UH! :D and yeah , though it was a simple day out till 7pm , i had alot fun being with them. Times with them will always be irreplacable. I guess this is the super bonded relationship after being together for 6years. I still remember very clearly how childish we were! To think now everyone had grown up, i couldnt help but to look back at our memories, and smile. :') THANKYOU LADIES. MY PRIMARY SCHOOL LIFE WAS AWESOME WITH YOU PEOPLE. 

Thr's no school tmoro hence i am staying up to do my bestie kimberly's birthday present! Heading to her house on saturday for her birthday celebration. Hope she could enjoy it. :) 
i am so gna nua at home tmoro. MUGGING DAY. 


CIAOZ !