heyyyyy

Finally went for a ride :) x

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Is that what we want?

welcome to reality. #true

in life, i learned quite alot. i learnt that only through obstacles and stuffs then a friendship will become real strong. she trusted you yet you turned on her back and told them. thats fine, at least now everyone knows whats happening. and then now shes tired, shes almost on the verge of dying, shes giving up. whats more you all want? just by looking at her tweets i could cry, imagine the pain shes showing in her tweets. not that i take sides, but everyone has their limits and restrictions towards certain things. in order to get everything back in piece again, it's time everyone sit down and talk. avoidance drags. 

the reason why she'll be thinking like this is because of how the guy treats her. i guess she never wants it to be this way too. now as her besties, we should support her, and not turn out backs on her and leave her alone. shes helpless. i am trying my best to help yet whenever i see your name, i cant help but to cry. sigh. i know you are those type who dont say out when you are sad. but just wna you to know, we will be here. no matter what shit happens, the clique will not fall just bcos of a guy. that will be the biggest joke ive ever heard. do contact me once you see this. luv you baobeiiiir. dont give up yet, everyone's with you. we're ending this soon. 

best sentence to describe our situation now girls. we just gotta pray. who doesnt wish everything to go back to its original point? sigh i guess all of us got hurt. 

i guess all of you are at fault and hence you all should come out talk. i want us to be 


happy! 










OH AND YESTERDAY IT WAS MY TWIN'S BIRTHDAY. 




HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL KWAN. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. :) THANKS FOR ALWAYS LISTENING TO MY EVERYTHING!!

Wondering what on earth got into me nowadays.. i am avoiding like.. everyone. including bi. this world, or maybe, my circle of people are getting scary. or is it me myself that i am thinking too much? I've no idea. I am afraid some history might repeats itself again. i dont like people who pengwei, as in, turn lies into fact. thats being real ridiculous. i am shutting myself against everyone right now. just as i am looking through everyone's tweets, somethings just showed up. it's the fact. 

" I DONT HAVE THE WORDS TO ARTICULATE THIS PARTICULAR THOUGHT AT THIS TIME. " 

Or maybe by the end of the day, everything will be alright now. we just dont give a fuck right now. damn how i wish bestie oon and chua are here. so afraid now. is everyone real? is everyone true? is everyone putting on their masks again? i think the best way now is to smile to hide the pain, just like using condom to avoid the pregnancy. i hate to rmb that sometimes, i am  all alone, i need to be strong. sometimes, holding on isnt the best, it might be letting go. if i touch on the topic friends, everything will still be the same. friendship isnt about who coming the longest, it's about who came and never leave. :)

just hope i could see this tmrw. it will definitely enlighten my mood by a little. tomorrow shall just be another day whereby i nua at home and watch my drama, and avoids everyone. hoping everyone could be just at least that happy. this picture above actually does help in enlightening my mood a little! HAHA what a funny person am i. 

HEY BESTIE SOO WE ARE ONE YEAR SEVEN MONTHS TOGETHER OLD. CONTINUE OKAY ^_^ SEE I KNOW THE MONTHS, UNLIKE YOU LA HOR. :) MEET AGAIN SOON!! MISSCHU. TMRW RMB BUY THINGS FOR ME @ JAPAN IF NOT YOU STAY THR DONT COME BACK. ;B hehe joking. iluvvchuu!

I know these few days i hasnt been replying you quickly and all replies were very cold. But nothing could beat the fact that tmrw's our 4th. Time flies huh. :) There's still so manymany things we havent do yet. there's still a very long path that we gotta walk down together. but just remember, we have each other right. luv you. :) 

BE HAPPY EVERYONE! 

how have you been?

So many things happened nowadays. Lets all hide. This is getting so effing tiring. But i guess no one knows. Even thou how hard i tried to make both parties settle, they dont seem to. Everyone has faults, not only her.

I dont wish to meet you.. for the time being. :( sorry.

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Hit the lights

really miss you. :(

FINALLY I AM BLOGGING. WOOHOO BE GLAD EVERYONE. PAGEVIEW FOR TODAY IS REALLY HIGH! BUT I DIDNT BLOGGED, SORRY! 

so yeap, i went for my 3D2N CCA CAMP!!  best part is when every night me eileen huiwen ivan tricia will be like the last few to sleep! we slept @ 4am and wokeup @ 6plus. HOW TERRIBLE CAN THAT BE. But overall, this is the first time i went for my cca camp and i swear i had fun, esp with the seniors too! MY SENIORS ARE AWESOME!! i think everyone bonded!! :DDD and esp those late night h2h talks with rochelle despite eileen's with me. almost cried what da shit. feel so unfair for her ;v blah nevermind. OH AND I LOVE EILEEN LAU KE XIAN !! she's like da best k !! my gosh :D i think throughout the whole camp she's like my supaglue. :) Y SHE SO NICE YET DONT HAVE ALOT CLOSE FRIENDS :( hais, life's always liddat sigh . first night of camp was da best cos we had our nightwalk! me and huiwen tried and we got freaked out cos the whole school was dark like kns k i swear!! then when its ending me huiwen weiling ruoxuan and seniors sat @ 4th floor balcony chit chat LOL but it was nearly 1am and it's super dark!! then i was in charge of the rooms with khia woon!! very fun petrolling too! then me ivan eileen rochelle sat @ bench chitchatted until nearly 4am we went back music room , i dbt jitao lie on sleeping bag sleep!! but before that i am like #bestfriendyoucanneverfind cos i send rochelle back to 2B before i sleep with eileen on the same sleeping bag! awww! :') 

chairman and khiawoon, best laughing mate!! 

besties!!

 CHAIRMAN TOLD ME TO ACT LIKE A BOSS SO I BOBIAN! :D

SHOE FOR WHOLE OF CO CAMP!! 

second night wasnt that bad too! bcos we had mac delivery!! binglin was awesome bcos all the food was prepared by her! ^_^ then as you can see above we sat in a group @ the corner and played cheat. Despite our group was the smallest ( some were sleeping & some were playing murderer ) , we made the most noise!! HAHA but cheat was fun cos everyone was cheating!! HAHAHA!! after that me and eileen went to kpo @ choir's nightwalk @ ard 2am, we stayed and helped them a lil bit until 4am! AND I FELL ASLEEP FOR LIKE FIVE MINS THERE. eileen still never wake me up what da shit !! after that me and her went back to the music room, wa the whole school like quiet only!! ): then i lied down initially on the bench but eventually i just lied on the floor and slept, too tired !! and we're wokeup the latest the next day, too shag!! 

I LOVE MY CCA PEOPLE. :D and camp! heavenly awesome! 

missing so many people right now. :( i think i have not been contacting people nowadays! often i see their texts and i forgot to reply. Shall find a time to meet up with my primary school besties soon! and bestie oon is going hk soon man :( awwww! hopefully we will have fun tonning @ chalet with bestie chua too ^_^ 

Gonna catch already famous with chanchan tmrw before going tricia's birthday party! :D we feel very bad bcos this is a last min bbq birthday party and we didnt prepare any present! Hope she can have a blast tmrw! ;D woots, and i am so gna have alot talk with my chanchan tmrw again! luv her mxm!

it's nearly 230am and you're asleep. I miss you alot alot. Just that.. Your sudden change of mood really turns me off. I really miss you like fuck baby 4th monthsary coming are you happy?

Only fun and laughter. :)

How was your 18november? :) 

MINE WAS FABULOUS + FANTASTIC + MARVELLOUS + LOVELY. :D 

Not exaggerating, but i went out with the five girls above, always my lovely ladies yo! So we went.. First botanic garden! We dont know how to walk there, hence we ended up in ISLAND CREAMERY. ;) it is an ice-cream shop! 

Then i saw chantalle's ipad2 ! took it to camwhore! Like cool only man. :) Afterwards we headed to haw par villa, tricia was totally.. almost on the verge of crying!  haha but haw par villa is really up to one if they believe or not. Like wenning, she doesnt really believe bcos she's a christian, but unlike me, who's so interested to go more into the details of the ten courts of hell, and walked hurriedly with channie. <3 

But it started drizzling! ): so we had no choice but to seek shelter first! but the drizzle stop after few mins, WHAT IS THIS MAN!! :@ but whatever it is we continued exploring! then very fast we finished and we headed to vivo!! 

k i have no idea how much love i have for these girls man xoxo :) 

slacked around @ vivocity, and viewed the beautiful scenery. :D thats what teenager girls should do! RELAX , HAVE FUN, AND TAKE PHOTOS UNDER THE BEAUTIFUL SUN! Photos taken : -- 

i love this photo personally, no idea why! ^_^ like cool k!

 Prettygirlsftw. :B <3

 FATTYME. ):

 Nothing's too late to reach./

This's effing cool bcos.. 

LOOK AT MY BUNNY TOOTH. :B 

You go msia i hoooow. ): <3 

THEN WE HEADED TO TRICIA'S PLACE FOR POOL! :D 

sweared we had fun. BUT NOT WHEN THE SECURITY GUARD CAME TO KP US. she said too many people in the room. maximum two guests, if so, plus tricia, 3people. LIKE THAT HOW TO PLAY GAMES INDIAN AUNTY? sorry not to be racist but this is an element why i am sucha racist at times. Different colour nia mah, no need to do until this extent luh black. -.- so we left at 7pm and tricia told us that her father went down to scold that security guard. COOLEST DAD EVER. :D and we camwhored again using chantalle's ipad!!

like this photo personally. :') 

 (y)

Biggirlsdontcry, thy fuck! HAHA joking.

Had so much fun ytd, :') 

But almost fainted while otw home last night. Fever up to 38degreecelcius. k fuck ): somemore me and wenning saw another pair of lesbians in the mrt cabin. I've nothing against them, but, sorry its public so ladies dont get too close. :) 

tricia just came back from japan and she bought keychains for us! Goddamnluvher. :) Chantalle just went to Europe that side today morning. Up next will be wenning, who will be heading to Japan. Then rochelle, back to msia! And last Huiwen, back to her pangkor island too. :< damn, and ill be the one seeing them leave and come one by one yet im stucked at singapore. K FML. why mummy dont want bring me overseas!! she say sch reopen then we go. alamak what is this mummy ): but nevermind, maybe i can hit the gym or have a swim @ tricia's place. afterall i can find fun with the remaining people that will be in singapore while the others are at other continents. :)

Love those ladies. :') 

It has been n years ( HAH JOKING ) since we met baby. ): 

It's over! :D

GUESS WHAT. 

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variety show is over! ^_^

finally. 

so yeah, although it's tiring, i had fun! now that it's over, no more ccas, i just need to start working out with this girl up ^ (: i luv this photo mxm thou the flash was a joke hahahah . tmrw's a monday and i am gna nua at home what shit is this man.

11/11/11 11:11 am . 

i caught it. / but nothing happens. perhaps i just wait for another 100 year, trololol. :) 

or next year 12/12/12 12:12 :D 

Life

YAYNESS. Job finally ended. After three long days, it finally ended. Not say i wanted it badly to end, bcos i had fun knowing my bosses and colleagues. And to think one of my colleague is my dad best bro son girlfr! The world is so smaaaaaaall! Geez, whatever. I had fun joking around, doing my job such as pulling customers and screening. I LOVE THE OTHER TENANTS THERE. GOD DAMN FRIENDLY! Appreciated their thoughtful thoughts such as asking us over for soups, breads. Everyone walk around when we have time! Boss didnt really care about me , wenning and my the other colleagues! And boss treated us dinner today! SHIT WHY THEY SO NICE. Pay was quite good too! But i havent got the money, this experience was great too! Manage to get like.. THREE HUNDRED REJECTIONS IN FEW HOURS. Cool or what huh? :D thats how tough and tedious my work is. Indeed i guess working helps in communicating with people outside , and this is counted as sales marketing i bet! We kept pulling customers in! Hell fun when customers actually chatted with us! And boss might be asking us to work next week again! Overjoyed! :D

Anyways, working at raffles isnt a really excellent thing either. First, time to get there is purely too much, nearly forty mins to and fro, respectively! Secondly, our meals. The food there are very expensive due to the high rents they have over there. Heard from boss that our small space, just like.. 2 rectangles space need 2500$ rent for four days. Thats very high for many people and hence the expensive things over there. Thirdly, the rush. They only have crowds during lunch time. Thats the busiest time of all, the rest we were slacking, having our usual chitchatting! And quite a number of bosses there asked if we are interested to work! HAHAH thats awesome ! ;)

Didnt really had the time to go on net during these few working days. Planning to work at yoshinoya but soowenning couldnt make it. In short, shes my working partner! :D bobian, besties! Geez. And just realised, its the day to get my streaming results tomorrow. Its 11/11/11 tomorrow. Time flies. I dont wish for anything at 1111, but i just have a hobby of looking at 1111 and think of everything. It just gives me a sense of security. :)

Prays everything goes smoothly for me tomorrow. Firstly, my results. Secondly, variety show. Thirdly, accepting that you and her will be together tomorrow already. Although she kind of counted as my good friend, i still wish you all the best. Because deep down, i still take you as my .. friend. :)

The clock struck 12. Happy 11/11/11. Iloveyou baby. :)

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i am in love! hehe

HEY EVERYONE.

I caught 2359 that movie! Actually gna watch with clique and guys but endedup watching with mom and sis! HAH. It was scary. But storyline abit confusing. Recommended movie!

And yeap, recently busy with finding of jobs, and as usual, ccas. Havent been meeting with bi. Miss him. :( variety show is coming up in another four days. Many will be looking at us. What if theres mistakes? Damn i am afraid. Scared i have stage fright! Hahah. Hopefully i dont luh!

Planning to meetup with usual few primary school classmates for a short gathering. But a class gathering 6g at sentosa! As suggested by emily. Prays it can succeed but most prolly wont as we dont really keep in contact except for the girls !

Going soowenning house tmrw! To find jobs. ALAMAK SO EXCITED ! That whore just called me a kiasu bitch. :@ urgh she sucks . But i am sacrificing my sleep to go her house tmrw morning. Or should i say later bcos time check now is 3am. DAMNIT. i need to sleep and stop using my phone!

~ p.s # i hate people who think highly of themselves and i hate taking the initiatives and i dont kind of like emo people cos they pull my mood down easily too!

GOODNIGHT WORLD! Iloveyou , you and you!! :D

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HALLOWEEN NIGHT! :D

HEY BABY IT'S HALLOWEEN NIGHT YTD AND WE ROCKED THE HELL OUT OF OURSELVES. <3 


awesome only ytd! met ladies above at 645pm and headed to bungalows side at ard 7pm. It was superduper crowded! BUT THE FIRST THING WE WENT IN WE SAW LUIGI FROM MARIO. he was a tallass. :D we had fun collecting sweets and spamming photos while having our supper! went home quite late, anyways, great yet tiring day out. Photos!!

 I SWEAR THIS GINGERBREADMAN IS CUTE!

THIS GUY HELD MY WAIST HAHA SO SHY

<3

WE LOOK ALIKE YO.

MICHAEL JACKSON!!

THIS LIL GIRL IS ULTRA CUTE . :D

view more photos @ FACEBOOK! :D 

Just reached home at 9pm today. Had cca since 1pm. Totally taking half of my life. currently praying for a part time job @ tricia's aunt's company . prays hard we get the job! *cross fingers* cca was fine today as zls was in good mood. quite a good combined i guess . me hongxuan eileen had then a hard time counting money as.. ( k long story ) anyways end up they wanted bash me out cos of my negligence. ): and 7girls accompanied me to toilet bcos apparently the school is in whole darkness AND I DONT EFFING DARE TO WALK THE CORRIDOR. anyways, i am loving my cca mates now! :D 

Holidays had started but i dont even had that time to rest ever since it started. CCA-s are occupying most of my time due to upcoming variety show and camp! ): I NEED TO SPEND MORE TIME ON SHOPPING KBOX BABY CLIQUE AND ALOTALOT MORE!! damnit. i need time. ): it's nearly 230am now and i am watching dee kosh's videos. I ADMIT HE'S DAMN FUNNY! LIKE HOSEHLIAO !!! haha, no idea about that adelyn girl though. dont wna mention her! :) 

Nua day at home tmrw. Hopefully clique can make it to watch 2359 on coming friday!! <3 Nobody is awake now, even owl tohchanhong is going to sleep. ): Guess my bed is waiting for me too, ciaos!