Is that what we want?

welcome to reality. #true

in life, i learned quite alot. i learnt that only through obstacles and stuffs then a friendship will become real strong. she trusted you yet you turned on her back and told them. thats fine, at least now everyone knows whats happening. and then now shes tired, shes almost on the verge of dying, shes giving up. whats more you all want? just by looking at her tweets i could cry, imagine the pain shes showing in her tweets. not that i take sides, but everyone has their limits and restrictions towards certain things. in order to get everything back in piece again, it's time everyone sit down and talk. avoidance drags. 

the reason why she'll be thinking like this is because of how the guy treats her. i guess she never wants it to be this way too. now as her besties, we should support her, and not turn out backs on her and leave her alone. shes helpless. i am trying my best to help yet whenever i see your name, i cant help but to cry. sigh. i know you are those type who dont say out when you are sad. but just wna you to know, we will be here. no matter what shit happens, the clique will not fall just bcos of a guy. that will be the biggest joke ive ever heard. do contact me once you see this. luv you baobeiiiir. dont give up yet, everyone's with you. we're ending this soon. 

best sentence to describe our situation now girls. we just gotta pray. who doesnt wish everything to go back to its original point? sigh i guess all of us got hurt. 

i guess all of you are at fault and hence you all should come out talk. i want us to be 


happy! 










OH AND YESTERDAY IT WAS MY TWIN'S BIRTHDAY. 




HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL KWAN. YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. :) THANKS FOR ALWAYS LISTENING TO MY EVERYTHING!!

Wondering what on earth got into me nowadays.. i am avoiding like.. everyone. including bi. this world, or maybe, my circle of people are getting scary. or is it me myself that i am thinking too much? I've no idea. I am afraid some history might repeats itself again. i dont like people who pengwei, as in, turn lies into fact. thats being real ridiculous. i am shutting myself against everyone right now. just as i am looking through everyone's tweets, somethings just showed up. it's the fact. 

" I DONT HAVE THE WORDS TO ARTICULATE THIS PARTICULAR THOUGHT AT THIS TIME. " 

Or maybe by the end of the day, everything will be alright now. we just dont give a fuck right now. damn how i wish bestie oon and chua are here. so afraid now. is everyone real? is everyone true? is everyone putting on their masks again? i think the best way now is to smile to hide the pain, just like using condom to avoid the pregnancy. i hate to rmb that sometimes, i am  all alone, i need to be strong. sometimes, holding on isnt the best, it might be letting go. if i touch on the topic friends, everything will still be the same. friendship isnt about who coming the longest, it's about who came and never leave. :)

just hope i could see this tmrw. it will definitely enlighten my mood by a little. tomorrow shall just be another day whereby i nua at home and watch my drama, and avoids everyone. hoping everyone could be just at least that happy. this picture above actually does help in enlightening my mood a little! HAHA what a funny person am i. 

HEY BESTIE SOO WE ARE ONE YEAR SEVEN MONTHS TOGETHER OLD. CONTINUE OKAY ^_^ SEE I KNOW THE MONTHS, UNLIKE YOU LA HOR. :) MEET AGAIN SOON!! MISSCHU. TMRW RMB BUY THINGS FOR ME @ JAPAN IF NOT YOU STAY THR DONT COME BACK. ;B hehe joking. iluvvchuu!

I know these few days i hasnt been replying you quickly and all replies were very cold. But nothing could beat the fact that tmrw's our 4th. Time flies huh. :) There's still so manymany things we havent do yet. there's still a very long path that we gotta walk down together. but just remember, we have each other right. luv you. :) 

BE HAPPY EVERYONE!