this is how everything should turned out be. But stopping everything doesnt mean i dont love you anymore, it means that i am loving you so much that i let you go. Despite knowing you are doing that to spite me, i still feel sad. i miss you like shit but since i made this decision, i will be strong and be determined. 难过的时候，谁在身边陪我掉眼泪? 


thanks everyone who comforted me, i will get back on tracks soon. :')