first aesthetic outing of the year! prolly the last one too :) x 

nevertheless, i had a wonderful night with my bunch of 4justicians. :-) times with them are always so fun filling and never ending laughters!! and especially the show.. it was.. i've no comments about it but i find it pretty amusing. is it just me or what i do not know about that but i feel that they had indeed wasted alot of apples HAHAHA

favourite!!

show ended around 930 and roamed around esplanade, thinking if we wanna eat but since there's school the next day, we decided to just buy some cookies and head back home bc it was already 10plus!! was mad tired while on the train home and only managed to reach home at 12! T__T lucky the next day i do not need to wakeup at such early timing but sigh it was mad tiring the next day and plus 2 science practicals in preparation for the real one next few weeks.. omg life is killing sigh 

physics spa is coming right up this coming thurs and definitely i could not screw it. SPA is really important, or in teachers' eyes, they are really important. and hehe achievement unlocked! i havent been sleeping in class since this year starts hehe what else could be better!!! 

On the other side, i felt so much way better after crying out to twin the other day. I reached my breaking point and was glad shes there for me. thanks twin. :-) that day was my worst day of my life i can really say.. first i was late and then i am sure gna flunk my amaths test. then i wasnt able to concentrate in school and i was hit by an umbrella till my gum bled for few hours. then i almost fell while walking on a flat surface. what the fuck was i even thinking.. even my mom said my heart is elsewhere that day, definitely not with me ohwell and plus all the things that happened that day, it was really hard for any single person to take it. further on the pressure is escalating steadily & i could not deny that this had truly pushed me to do my better best. hopefully this motivation will last me till my Os end. January is coming to an end already, how fast could time pass? 

whatever it is, i am gonna make my spa a good one. all the best everyone in 4j muacks !!!