Its nearly the last day of new year right now and i am spending it at kukup@malaysia!! Finally a getaway time for me i guess. Too much things had been happening that i cant really take a breather. What should i do? I ask myself that every single day before i go to bed because every single day, i just couldnt achieve my motto- to just do what makes me happy. People pull me down so easily. But all i return was just a smile. Life's such a chore at times like this. What to do? Suck it up and just be happy. Nobody really gives a big fuck to how you really feel. Dont shake your head or disagree to this because its a fact. Its the reality of this society. stay happy everyone ^^
Common test is just a week away.... Why is time passing so fast that i dont even realise feb is ending sigh all the best everyone!
Later that night, despite being very tired and all, i did not want to miss my steamboat session with my old friends. :-) although we see each other in school every single day, it just feel so different. It feels really good to actually sit down and eat together and with weixiang being a good man who help those princesses to take out the shells of thise prawns and ryan failed attempts to piggyback people ah all these are definitely worth my tiredness. :-) and these immature people played some games and we all headed back home @ quite a late timing due to school next day which totally dampens the whole party mood sigh :-( but all in all, i do admit i really had an enjoyable time together with this bunch of people whom i will never forget. :)
Now that i have been spending alot of time with my usual bunch of people, i really miss my bestfriends so much.... :-( especially kim, havent been seeing her since last year sigh. :( but i am so glad that despite that we are still so close together without having to hestitate to share our problems. And although i am just a street away from boh and xuan, we are all very busy to meet up too... Cant wait for good food together with my cooliolity hehehe ;-)
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28feb
I had such a fabulous time @ kukup because all i did was sit there and enjoy the fireworks. It was beyond beautiful. It was too splendid that i couldnt even close my mouth. A pity that my dearest two girls didnt went :-( miss them so so so much sigh
Its 10 more minutes to march. Feb just ended in a flash of light, which means another month closer to Os oh well. Have been getting less than 6 hours of sleep which in return caused my heavy eyebag and dark eye rings.... So ugly :-( and that with such a hectic schedule every single day, sometimes i really wonder why is life so tiring why is it me why all those whs just come out of nowhere and absolutely i have no answer for that. Now that commontest is next week and the fact that i have not yet even started revising, i am really shaking. Tired couldnt even describe how tired i am, prolly not even lethargic. Its even more than that sigh. Especially with syf coming up in less than a month, its really very stressful. Also because we are the elders in it, we do not want to ruin our reputation and the hardwork and effort of the past few generation just because of our laziness or lousy teamwork. I believe we can do it for i really love my cca, they are really like a big family! Especially times after practices i would always have dinner with my usual few bitches and having a great time together. That what always makes me anticipate about cca. Its about the people there. :-)
On a happy note, life has been pretty well due to the fact that everything is kept within myself :-) without people involving, less complications will be involved and such so definitely this is the best way. I am also glad to earn a very very good friend this year and jolly well the person knows who he or she is. :* and hopefully this remains for long. :-)
Other than that, i aint really expecting alot anymore this year other than just studies. Feel like a hardcore fucker loser when all i do is study and the stress accumulates and theres nothing i could do about it other than keep keep and keep, and having to rant at this little space of mine whom i guess no one really views it.. Which is good i guess ;) within these few months i felt that i really learnt alot. Although we dont say, its really obvious that somethings are just meant to be that way and you couldnt and shall not do much to change it for that may be the best already. Till then, may happiness fill you guys every single day :D
只要自己相信有雨过天晴的那一天，没什么是不可能的
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