So what do I say about us now? I know you are not going to be the right one and yet I am willing to give it a go. But no matter how much I am willing to, I just failed at the mention of her. Probably we were not meant to be like this. So much for being friends, so much for putting in this large amount of efforts, so much of my silly thinking.

They say you be the independent girl that needs no man. But you came into my life and now you're showing signs of leaving? I thought I could rely on you. As much as I hate to be dependent on someone, you're really one that I am dependent on. So why leave? We were fine, ain't we.

I hate to end the day like this. All were fine, I thought. Yeah, I thought. so tired when I can't even find words to express all these out to someone. You just end up keeping more and more and more.