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It feels really good to see you doing so well, it kind of healed my wound of ruining you so thoroughly to your bones. I am glad you found the courage to start loving others, i hope eventually i will be like you, finding the courage i ought to have to love others. It's good that we are of such relationships right now my friend, I have been waiting for this day, whereby i really put down the huge stone that you will never be healed. I was really regretful for what I have done but right now I love the way you smile so much. Thanks buddy. :-') 

It will be wasted if someday we never turn out well but whatever it is, i hope you are enjoying these moments as much as I do. I have learn my lessons of expecting too much, so definitely i am not bringing my hopes up. It's good enough to have such relationship with you, i would never dare to have anything lesser or more. It's really good this way, so let's just stay this way alright. You don't have to try, you don't have to change a single thing, I really like the way we are right now. :-") 

Last paper later on at 3pm, fucking can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!