a day filled with emotions. :)

what a productive day. :') headed to nebo with rochelle early in the morning. was actually going to tricia house but mommy disallows me to go until that far. ohwell, it's okay. nebo was very quiet throughout the day and i like that. definitely will go back again for more study sessions. :-) but the aircon there like free sia, blasting like mad!! hence it was kind of difficult for me to write there. :< 

me and rock reached there ard 1145pm and the whole cafe did not even have a single soul! we were their first customer. then blackiechiawenrong suddenly called me and told me hes coming to study also! then within an hour he went home before coming back to meet me to go park mac. :-) but who knows he went clav's house walao dua me. then junjie came half an hour after wenrong left. swear junjie is damn funny. he kind of drooled over the worker's face but got irked by her voice. damn funny!! and the jacket hes wearing was from zhengwu. zhengwu came awhile after junjie came. like wtf la suddenly alot people!! but its still okay, four of us still managed to study quite alot. :) then after awhile so many people came, we then headed to kb mac to find lesbiesoo!! :-) quite alot people were there, so i quickly zao. went home with marcus and jerry the birthday boy!! 

Hopefully marcus will be fine, i am always here for you my brother!! :-) YOUR GIRLFRIEND SOO TOO ALRIGHT :D and talked to birthday boy and yeah, glad things are sailing well!! :-) 

memorising history for one last time before i go to sleep. :) 

i will move on. i am very contented. at least you said that, at least i know, i wasnt one sided. at least i know, my instincts were right. be happy with her, my mega bestie. :-) 

AND YES I AM STARTING TO TREASURE YOU DAMN.... LE SIGH BAD HABIT OF MINE, ALWAYS TREASURING PEOPLE BEFORE THEY EVEN TREASURE ME. it's okay, i know someday, you will. :') please dont be in love with someone else. 

and this part of post shall be dedicated to my lesbiesoo. :-) 
hey dear, i was super upset to receive that super long text from you, y'know. i dont want you to actually give up so easily. afterall, you've come this far. it's not worth if you give up now. i want you to think thrice, before you say anything, whether what you are doing are worth. trust me, you are not alone when it comes to studies. i am not much better too. since we're not those who're smart, we just gotta accept the fact and mug twice or thrice as hard as those smart ones. God will see the hardwork and time we pay, and he will repay us with super good results. i want you to know that whatever happens, i am forever behind your back, alright my love. <3 it hurts to see you being so sad. you're a blissed woman right now. you told me this, and i want you to be one always alright. i am sure friday is awaiting us. we will go shopping and go wild very soon haobuhao! now, we just gotta mug as though its our O's. i love you lesbiesoo, you must stay strong :) x 




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