YAY FRIDAY MARKS THE START OF HOLIDAYS OMG YAYNESS X 100000000000000
but super no holidays feel urgh -_-
BECAUSE CCA IS STILL GONNA CONTINUE. heng for two weeks only la. :) whatever it is, happy holidays everyone! :D
Hi monkey teo, i dont know whether you will chance upon this but definitely i will ask you to chance upon this cos this is especially for you!!! :DDDD i know you're also feeling very down nowadays, and you even cried for a few times in school nowadays. although we just got so so so close these few months, our hearts are as one now, isnt it? :) it pricks me pretty much for me to see you in this case. i dont want you to regret, for whatever you made. but, take your time. like what you told me, you dont know who to trust - him or him. still, follow your heart. it will take you to the correct direction. :-) and i love you so much you know, actually i dont want to say this, but you really damn entertain me by your super blur sotong jokes and comments every now and then. i want you to be happy, and dont get so affected already. it wont be worth if your results are like this now. you're a very smart girl, jiayou monkey i love you mua ! :*
It was jioh's birthday on 24th May, two days before the holidays start! We kind of had a mini celebration during pe period with him. and took photos! hope he had fun. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAIRMAN! it was quite an enjoyable day that time. and we actually wanted to have seoul garden buffet but ended up not having enough seats for me ginn and wz so we ended up having pastamania with marcus and ning before heading to marcus's place again. :)
Ni hao ah ONGZUOEN! :D i know you've been feeling really really very super duper down nowadays because of him. but still, dont be. like what i said, on your side, dont think so much. while i will try my best to persuade him. perhaps what hes doing is purely on purpose. you gotta be strong, and stay there, not giving up. because you know, you're happy with him. and without him, you cant be really happy. isnt it? hence, grab him real tight. you know you can do it. i support you all the way alright, wangbadan!! LOVE YOU!! :* AND I CANNOT BELIEVE WE'RE SO FATED IN OUR RESULTS MAN! :B
yes baby my favourite girls :))))) <3 |
these few weeks after exams were so tiring. super duper tiring. things just came one after another. finally cant take it and cried in school. just for that short while. its okay. after crying, get back to the battlefield again. :-) things will be fine. and yeah, after many days of struggling and balancing, things finally start to get back on track. so glad that you two are alright now. love all of you alright. that point of time really suck a big time. i even had such a difficulty breathing. just... dont know what to do. feeling so helpless, so useless. at least, things got better. :)
and i think thursday we had our school's lunch time concert. great job jiamin and ziwei! :-) and then a h2h talk with chantalle before going for cca. thanks dear love you most xx
Friday was the last day of school hell yayyyyyy. Morning met up with ning and the first thing i saw was she crying. heart ached mannnn.. counselled her and stuffs. damn, i hate to see my friends like this. i will always be stucked, not knowing what to do... oh and we were almost late omg :( but managed to chiong in. :) then school was real boring, especially during english class. so i went around other classes, and to realised they were all watching movies. then idk why that frenadauz dont want to let us watch urgh :@ so i went into their class and watch. awesome meeeee ;-) school ended in quite awhile and headed straight right after to prata house with da girlsssss after a talk with marcus. :) it was awesome at prata house. :) ning ginn wz me had quite a serious h2h talk, taking turns. it turns out that my girls are so troubled over... sigh normal routine for teenager girls hahaha cheerup ladies i love you xxxxx :-) then we headed to oakham!!! WAS DAMN EXCITED WITH GINN OTW THERE! and we talked again on bus. then weizhen was like " dont know why this crystal always so happy one " and ginn said something like " cos she very kan de kai, everything just keep to herself and sua " find that so true. as we grow older, we tend to realise more things. isnt it? :) me myself realised the change in myself too. i dont tell people as much as i do the last time. i just bottle every single thing now. i just cant bring myself to bother others anymore. even when i rant, i just rant things on the surface. i will never go deeper. i dont want others to worry, i dont want others to give me the heckcare feeling... that sucks. everyone should be happy. life definitely has its ups and downs, and we need to take a break every little while, and get back to the battlefield. for life, it's a battlefield. :) anyway, back to oakham hahahahahaha!so yeah, tried on some clothes at oakham and was so satisfied with it, BUT DAMN. NO MONEY HOW BUY LA WALAO SO PEKCHEK. :( nevermind, we walked out of there with swag and walked around chinatown. so fun! :) then i think we were lost. YEAH WE WERE LOST. but okay la, ended up we managed to find out how to get back to amk just in time for ginn and wz's parent meeting! and then i begged mr chen for my report slip and he showed me. kinda contented. :-) and realised english results did pulled alot alot alot people down. now i sense the importance of english omg...... CHANGE OF ENGLISH TEACHER PLEASE HAHAHAH. and headed to chengsan to look for those dicks with ginn! ning and marcus went home then. :) played with ginn and a big group of guys. had a great night. and got one guy not bad not bad haha just kiddinggggggg x)
and tmr, no i mean later, it's sure gonna be funnnnnn. because i am meeting bestie oon like... F I N A L L Y la goshhhhh :) super happy :') oh and it's 140am right now. i need to wakeup at 8am later on. hell damnnnn... I AM SO FHUNGELI NOW URGH someone teleport me food leh pretty pretty please hehe
没那麼简单 就能找到 聊得来的伴 尤其是在看过了那麽多的背叛 .
HI SOO NING I KNOW YOU WILL BE READING THIS BECAUSE I TOLD YOU I WILL BE HAVING A BLOG POST ABOUT YOU RIGHT. :)
and yes lesbie soo, i know things have crashed badly at your side, yet you're acting so strong to cover up. you know, the facebook chat we're having now, is making my heart to ache so much. i just cant... accept that so many shit happened on you. i want to help you as much as i can, i swear. but whenever i failed to cheer you up and stuffs, i got real depressed. seeing my bestiesoo being sad isnt a good thing. needless to say if you close up yourself. i want you to know that acting strong wont let others know that you're strong, needless to say, others being happy when you're acting strong. because obviously we know, you are the wenning that will always share things with us, no matter happy or sad. we dont want things to turn you to a wenning that always keep things to herself. i am sure everyone doesnt want to see you being sad. we still love you so much, and i promised, you too, that our old self will be back soon. love you most lesbie soo xx
CHANTALLE! REMEMBER THIS? IT WAS LAST YEAR DECEMBER. :') I WANT THE OLD YOU BACK. THE ALWAYS CHEERFUL, BUBBLY, HAPPY, IRRITATING YET FUNNY CHANTALLE BACK. through different ways of you expressing yourself, i can see that you're really sad. i wanted to know more but you kept telling me you're tired. i hope thats really the case.. even though I know it's not. i really wish for you to be happy, and i want you to know that, my ears are all ready and prepared for you. i love you alot. remember the usual h2h talks we will have? i really appreciate that so so so much. thanks dear. you're really the best. :*
oh and felicia peh xin ying, have fun in taiwan tmr! i was so
touched by your text. even when you're going overseas you're still there for me. thats why i love you so much!
anyway, just have fun in taiwan, i was just kidding for the
present part you see. ;) I WILL MISS YOU ALOT LA OK.
and yes, stay happy everyone :) x
it's 210am now, yet i cant seem to be tired at all....
i got so tired of you bringing my hopes high and then dropping them so hard deep into the ground again... it's like i am dropping from clouds nine, that feeling sucks... i want to assure my feelings before telling anyone, but its like .. you're another him. i just cant understand you. i gave you so many hints, just which one you did absorbed... whatever it is please dont get bored of me .... you're kind of important
HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY AHEAD EVERYONE. :)
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