"Shine bright like a diamond. "

The day started off so well. :-) thanks to all those lovelies God gave me in my life. A very big thank to all of you. :) 

and yes, this. is. life. :) S O G U R T !!!!!!!!! 

although i prefer yoguru to sogurt, sogurt is still awesome :-) and whats a saturday without enjoying outside? ^^ hence, i met up with my two loves and headed to townnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. and yes this is it, town!!!! so long since i headed town. but the amount of shopping we did was totally... SUPER TIRING. & I MEANT IT!!! IT DAMN TIRING. imagine walking from scape to far east, and then having a bus ride of nearly two hours from orchard to amk......... THAT IS PURE MADNESS. & YES, THATS WHAT WE DID. claps for us please. :) sigh at this two girls. and i gotta admit, it's really fun having them around. & i am sure both of them were very satisfied with their buys, especially owt!!! ^^ i am sure they spent a bomb! what to do? after exams sydrome, thats all i gotta say. :) and we really took bus 162M from fareast to amk, only to realised that we took the wrong side one and ended up going in one big round. Reached home only to find out that its nearly 1030pm. sucha hectic day with ton of fun and laughters with this two girls. a pity that the other two couldnt join us but i am definitely looking forward to the upcoming two saturdays that are gonna spend with them. :) Loving this bunch of people to an extent words cant describe how glad i am to have them. 

It's so late right now, it's reaching 1am soon. My night was so bad. Really really bad. Never did i once cried in public, alone. Never did i once felt so awful. Never did i once realise how severe things can get. Never did i once realise such small little things and words could hurt so badly. Thanks to those who asked and showed concern, i will be fine soon. :) It's just that little part of me that is ruined so badly that i cant pick them up right now. 

I believe things will get better. Leaving them to how they are, i am sure they will piece themselves back together again. I am not giving a hoot about it and i hope to see a perfect piece back together again, all by its own. This is the least i hope for. But still, the higher the expectation, the greater you fall. My night was already bad enough, i couldnt stand another blow. I know i cant. I am getting so choked up.. and what am i supposed to do when i am choked up and you're ok? am i suppose to be happy? this is mad. shit just happened. 

" I'll be right behind to catch you.<3 you're a strong girl, crystal. And you know it :) " What more could i ask from sucha sweetie like my bestie oon? I am so glad to have you kimberly oon. Hope you really know this. You're the best friend one could ever have. Thank you so so so much. 

Tomorrow will be better. Yes crystal, tomorrow will be better.