Fuck all these bullshit emotions that only come kicking in during night time. Cant i have a day that i can go to sleep happily? Is it really that difficult to ask for?
No wonder twin really got telepathy with me. Even she's thinking what i am thinking. Just like what she said, why is it so tough for people to stay? Is it really that simple to come and go as and when you like it? Am i that boring, am i that mundane? I hate how i am always the first few to know something but always the last to reveal. In the end, this caused so much unnecessary emotions kicking in. All these sudden surge of strong emotios i cant kill them they are way too powerful. I hate how i succumb to them so easily.
And all i wanted was a pair of listening ears. So hard, so difficult.
But still, a big thank hug to those who cared. :") rest well guys, it's monday!