Problems after problems.. When will they end? 每次都有苦说不出，谁又会明白? Today just seems to be the toughest day in 2013. Never did i felt so helpless and yet no one to seek help from. I had no choice but to carry on. i thought i can do it, i thought i can let it go. But all these prove me wrong. I am just dreaming. Wake the fuck up crystal its your important year. Sometimes i just drown myself in the silence around me, slowly getting used to it. HAHA whats wrong with you crystal.

On a happier note, i felt much better after meeting my dear jiaying and crying it all out to her. Sometimes its not about whether you trust that particular person or whatsoever, its just that you cant seem to find the right word. yes this.