Because the way she looks at you, the way she talks about you, dashed my that glimmer of hope. Let me go

Hate how my nights always turn out to be so horrible, how these sickening nonsensical thoughts will come haunting me every single night, how me myself will always plead myself to leave you, and yet it aches so much when you showed signs of leaving. Because you, you are the only one that can make me so attached, and yet so hard to say goodbye. If someday i had to say goodbye, remember deep down you will always be with me. 

Need a talk so badly