its on replay.

Have you ever felt like you're so worthless? Have you ever felt like you're never good enough for anyone? Have you ever felt like you're always beaten down despite trying so umpteen times? I was so glad that i once felt i mattered to you. Remember how i was dumb enough to be breaking your hidden riddle in every single text to clear my own doubts i am having on my mind. Constantly telling myself that you are not thinking like how i am thinking of you and all i am thinking are just one sided. And that i should and i need to get out of this mess as soon as possible and not allowing myself to sink down even further more. to act like i dont know a single thing you did was such a hard chore. people kept on telling how bad you are and how i have that sense of achievement whenever we distance for a period of time. regardless of how things are screwed up now, thanks for once being such a shining star in my life. i may not be part of your life before but glad enough that you are in mine, period. Now that i realised people come and go, i am used to people leaving without saying. we need not to specially plead them to stay. if they do have the heart, i believe they will. i am so glad to have you telling me i am that special one in your heart. even if we are just friends, it matter so much to have someone telling me that. :') 

it has been a while. when things dont go right, i could only blame myself. who else but myself? blame it on my plain dumbness and naive on how i thought things were so easy. when did things become so complicated? even me myself dont know. 

'nuff of all those upsetting stuffs. ending this post with this gif that i hope it will make all to be happier tonight. :) 

have a great sunday ahead everyone. :')