Just some visuals for the past one week. :) 

Right after the great cca camp the very next day i went to sentosa with the usuals. but the weather was bad as it start to pour very heavily. :( got drenched until super wet and we didnt really played much due to the rain. whatever it is i am sure we are going back soon :) Mr vick came to join us and we had kenny rongers for dinner. it was fabulous. :-) 

The next day it was one of my old friend birthday and i had a mini celebration for her. Hope she likes it. & it reminded me... twin's birthday is coming soon too. sigh so busy. :( Remedials went on for everyday for that particular week and it was hell man. it's so tiring. & yet cant miss la hor. if miss i will feel unsafe.. sigh. T^T 

Friday was then awesome as i surprised bestie oon @ her place. Did not even told her i was heading over to her place hehe. So glad that shes happy with what i had bought for her, a simple chocolate muffin. & as usual, had a nearly 3 hours talk at her place. Totally treating her house like mine, haha love her. & glad when she said i actually made her day ohwells such a cutie :) 

Saturday was actually a gym day with xuanliang and felicia but end up that xuanliang last minute backed out... for twice somemore!!! nevermind.. & then a last minute decision to head to expo with da bitchhhh. not bad a day i could say. :-) 

Unknowingly, it's nearly december in just a week time.. What have i done for the past nearly one and a half month of holidays? Oh well, God knows T__T it just seems that every single day i am heading back school for remedials. More and more remedials. It seems that we are like the only sec3 class who went back for such a long period. Hopefully all the hard work and effort will be paid off next year. Going out every single day is actually horrendous. All could be shown through my fugly eyebags. It's getting really bad due to my lack of sleep every single day. Will be heading to bangkok this coming sunday and this is really a time for me to really put down everything and enjoy life. enjoy what is the true meaning of shopping ohwell what can i expect when i have such shopaholic sissy, heh :) Have also been arranging meetups with so many many people and yet without much money, i cant really go anywhere too actually.. haha, really got to work soon! however i am working at IT fair @ suntec with ginn this coming thurs and fri so do come down if you are free promise? ;) Gotta find another job during dec if not this holidays i am gonna be so damn broke. Secondary 4 life is gonna start kicking in and no fun will be around anymore... SO GOTTA ENJOY IT NOW! yahoooooooooooooo 

“Maybe some people just aren’t meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It’s like some people just come through our lives to bring us something: a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn. And that’s why they’re here.”

As usual being a typical teenager, emotions got naughty and started kicking in again these few days. & to realise, all i left now are photos, memories... thats all. ohwell, i shouldnt be expecting anything. Many a time many of us hate that part of us whereby we overthink too much into things and caused unhappiness within ourselves but that really couldnt be controlled. It's just... whereby prolly you chanced upon a tweet, a text, or even just a picture that could walk you down your memory lane. Funny how every morning before i start my day i would take a look at it and told myself, " no more crystal. no more. " and yet every night i would go to bed with a " oh well i failed, tomorrow will be better." haha useless me. & then i would also be angry with myself, thinking for what i am caring so much? Funny how i still think of you every now and then. Funny how much I fear of losing you, when you were never once mine to call. I'm already losing my grip, you're starting to slip away. Again. the cycle continues. What can i say? I know way too much things that i couldnt say. I see everything so clearly right now. I know clearly where i stand. wakeup crystal. wake up. 

Ok happy thoughts crystal. Tomorrow will be a better day yes there's remedial again tomorrow morning happy thoughts happy pills for yourself crystal