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 yay to e-learning week!! which means more sleep more time more happiness yay yay yay :-)))))))))

Week ended quite well with my sunday spending at my new place which I am moving in during september or so!! Really mixed feeling about moving into a whole new unfamiliar area for the first time in my entire life, partly because i am leaving a place i have stayed for nearly 17years and of course, the pros of living near all your friends!!! whatever it is let's just hope for the best hahahaha

This week started off with people wishing me selamat hari raya?!??!!?!?!?!?! yes exactly, i admit i did turned a little bit darker after being in my cca but definitely not to that extent... however it was a really great day until some shit things happened at night as usual. I hope those who i met today enjoyed themselves as much as i did, see you guys soon again, thanks for bringing out my most genuine smile. #oldbutgold

 Never gonna have enough of these four people. Please don't ever leave me you four annoying assholes you guys are a pain in my ass but i love you all way too much muacks

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I gave you two paths to walk but if you are not choosing either one of them then kindly leave me alone. Stop toying me, it has really been a while and it's getting on my nerves. You want to do something, do it to the best of your ability if not just get the fuck off. I definitely do not deserve all these shits from you, you're making me so miserably comfortable with you. I deserve way much more, i know that. I need all my dosages of happiness, I know they are around, I just have to search and keep them close to me. Because people like you my dear, you are out to ruin my life. I have so many others I have yet to care for, I shall stop wasting my time on you.

Nights like these shitty thoughts kicked in and all i need to do now is sleep. Rest well guys, till then!!