HI EVERYONE THIS IS GONG LONG QI AKA TRICIALIM AND I LOVE HER ALOT! :D 


went her house today after exams. English and SS is finally down. My brain felt more relieved and relaxed now as all ss infos are gone. BOOM THEY JUST WENT OFF ONCE EXAMS ARE OVER. woah ;) 


went for kfc and met many familiar faces then. we then went for koi before going to her house. we studied for awhile before heading for bball. Had a super long talk with her on bus and at her study room too. i swear the study room machiam sauna, sibei hot. but still we managed to stay inside for two hours. keep went in and out of the room. the weather is killing omg this is bad !! AND I AM SO HAPPY IT'S A PUBLIC HOLIDAY TMR AND I AM GOING STUDY WITH MY FEL FEL PEH. :) that means a day nearer to my big day!! ;D winkz everyone heh 


tricia cheer up alright i am always here i love you too ! we can get through this together. i am glad to know that you trust me despite so many obstacles too. Despite we always disiao each other, we still love each other like mad right winkz hehe love ya. jiayou ok <3 ai ni yong yuan !!


alright shall mug maths for tonight and chem for tmr !!

Yes you're right. 


SA1 STARTS TMR. OFFICIALLY TOMORROW. WISH ME ALL THE BEST LOVELYS HEH X 

an awesome night spent with this lady as part of our 2nd year celebration. :) 


it was sucha emotional night. 

Hi everyone it's 28th April 2012. wish me and my lesbiesoo a happy 2nd year anniversary!! ^^ 


hey soo, after exams then we will go out and celebrate alright? :) x 
i am not really done with the gift, so after exams!! :D BUT HERE, I AM GONNA GIVE YOU A GIFT TOO. :) 

wa soo wenning i really cannot tahan not to laugh from these few pictures! How times flies huh?  2 years passed like this. And we are still going strong. Thats what i like most about friendships. We have similar mindsets, dont we? Thats why our friendships can last for so long. :') 

all these were from the first year. Remember how we once quarrelled over the xiaobai thing? That was really ridiculous. Thinking about it now, i laughed. How childish we were last time. :) But still, the first ever clique was with you, ginn and joycelyn. It was a pity that we parted, but still we are still good friends with them. And then you girls celebrated my birthday at ginn's place, that really touched me alot alot alot. :) it's okay that you cant remember how we got so close together, but still, i am really glad we got super duper close. :) i am really really glad to have you. You often give the best advices, despite all your bimboness. :b and remember sec1 camp? We two ah... BEST LA. <3 and most importantly, that 1000 paper cranes from you girls. I wont forget that. I was so afraid, so afraid that i wont get out of the operation room. but it was you girls who gave me the strength. and never forgetting how you said , " it pricked my heart to see you in tubes. " i admit, that was really my extreme bad times of my life. But you girls brought me out. Thanks :) especially you, soo!

compare just this picture above and the picture below. didnt we changed so much, in terms of looks, soo? :) 


These are from the second year. Can also say, my best year. :) Always together for project works, always going home late, and this was the year you started going home alone! I like it as we then had more time for chatting! :D This was also 2D's last year as a class, and i am really glad that we went 3J together, and that means, 4years together! How awesome can that be ;) winkz. It was also the year bistout was form. Initially with huiyi, yet she isnt able to be with us most of the time. And yes tricia joined us. And we were all happy. Really glad with this year as things seem to go really well. :) remember how we used to go library and study together as a clique? Remember how we often talk on the phone till late night, regardless whether there's school tmr? Remember how during sec2 camp you took care of me. Remember how you girls often helped me with my bag and books due to my back. This was also the year we start to grow up, and many start to have different mindset. Many a times, i tried to mend things back but to no avail. Got so tired of trying till i gave up. But lucky, soo you were thr to pick up my shattered pieces! I remember alot major things happened this year. It was sad, so i shouldnt say it. But still, as a clique, we should face everything together. 
And you forget to mention in your blog, we went to work together! I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT. AFTER MYE, FOREVER LOOKING OUT FOR JOBS. we wanted to be independent, and learn some bucks for our clothings, yeah? :) Although it was just a 3 day part time job, i am sure we learnt alot x :) and remember how we used to think the money we earned actually isnt enough for our food? :) hehe, that was really fun to work with you. this coming end of holidays of sec3 also ah!! :) iloveyou soo, i hope my advices and accompany walked you through 2011. :) 

and this was out legendary 23rd. :) 

Time flies, it's 2012, our third year together now bitch. :) I admit, i might have changed. I am trying my best to get back on tracks with you girls alr. and hopefully everything will stay like it now. I am already very contented with it. The starting of 2012 was okay, the worse was march. Indeed, i might get paranoid and stuffs very easily. But isnt it the way when you wna keep someon dearly with you? We wont split, i promise you. I am really glad to have the short h2h talk with you on monday. it has been so long since we had that. I am not one who will tell others i am sad. i will just rant and see who actually cares. and yeah, you do. thanks :) i am so excited for our after MYE TO DO LIST !! ;D haha, and i am really excited for my birthday since we are back on track! I will enjoy my big day. AND WAITING FOR YOUR SURPRISE :B And yes, just to let you know, you are my dearest and closest in my heart. I am really happy to have you, just like i know you're super happy to have me too right ;) winkz. hehe. Goodluck for your MYE dear, i am sure we will score well, very very well. I am waiting the day whereby our picture will be on speech day, after we graduated. :) We gotta work hard together alright luv you soo x 
i promise i will stay strong, those tears of mine just dont listen, they just fall. But thank you and mr ang for being always there for me. Knowing that i was sad and stuff, you two will still ask me out. Whatever it is, studies is the top priority now!! ;D 




HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY SOOWENNING LESBIE BESTIE. <3 wo hen ai ni ok! more than your Mr ANG. :b 


walao, longest blog post. :) but for my bestiesoo, worth the time! :) 


headed to sleep damn early last night. wasnt wanting to do that but accidentally fell asleep, all the way to 8am this morning! Gosh, gonna study till late night today already. Exams is starting on Monday. But we had our chinese LC with the sec4s and 5s on friday as we are from higher chinese. Was quite a good experience as it's like o levels! :D pray the other exams will go well for me. I just wish for a pass for my physics. While i B-s the rest. :) But the main thing now, to settle down and really concentrate. Stop thinking of whats useless. YES CRYSTAL YOU CAN DO IT! :D 


oh and people lao niang's birthday is in another couple of days. 2nd may! my chemistry and chinese paper1. Urgh, how to enjoy. Oh perhaps the results of these two papers will be my best present. :) 


alright, shall go mug now. heading out with mommy later on and lesbiesoo house at night to study! :) 


if you are happy, i am too. I wont interrupt your life. I will just stay at a corner, wishing you all the best. God doesnt allow us to be together, we can stay as good friends. right? :)

A monday spent @ coffeebean. :') 

seriously think i look weird with specs. :( 

but this is better! ;D 

met her on a monday to study at coffeebean, it was quite productive i can say. :) OH AND SA1 IS STARTING ON MONDAY. WISH ME ALL THE BEST :') 




not that i am not prepared and stuffs, it's just.. i am sure there's like numerous and countless of butterflies whenever exams are near us, especially when this is sa1. I want it to be over quickly, yet to think that i have not really prepared myself, why am i so contradicting oh gosh :/ But whatever it is, i am only left with four more days and yes i will definitely stop procrastinating. NO MORE CRYSTAL. BETTER SIT DOWN AND STUDY. yes :) 


Have been staying back in school everyday till 7plus, 8. It's all about studies, studies and more studies this month. Even though many problems arose, i beat them down, learning so many things from each and every problem. I am sure, i stand stronger now. :) tuesday had napfa and i helped out at Mr Goh's station - recordings!! swear i sit until butt damn pain man oh gosh. 


And it's an emotional wednesday today to everyone, i guess. :) School was fine and stuffs. Until school ended, everything starts to go abit haywire.. firstly bestie soo dont be sad alright. Afterall, you two still have many many years down the road. You must stay strong, and not be defeat by all these small little obstacles. Talked to theo after school for awhile before a long talk inside the toilet cubicle with chantalle and wenning. I am so glad that things start to get back on track. I just love how we could sit down, spend so much time just on cheering each other up. And wenning fucking dug my secrets out, damn her. Headed to sheng siong for a quick bite to fill our tummies, but a long h2h talk in between. So upset with him, cos to think he's this type of person. I thought he was nice.. nah, crystal you've a bad judgemental sight. haha whatever, all i need is time. huh :) then went back to school, went canteen bu dao five mins, saw weizhen crying, quickly rushed her to the toilet. Again, a talk in the same old cubicle. :) Ginn came in shortly and ended up two of them crying. :( Cheerup leh wo de san ge bao bei !! :) Studies is the top priority now, dont let other things bring us down ok. :) And had a small chat with xuanliang while playing bball with him today too. Cheerup liang, you can de !! :) Finally settled down and study at 6. but it's just for tmr's chinese test. Everyday also test test test, damn... :/ Nevermind, this studying period will pass very soon. Hang on, Crystal!! :) Then went to play bball with trena and frisbee with alot alot alot people at around 630pm. Had fun, like lepak lepak abit la. :) Then finally went home at 7pm. Sat down at the bench while waiting for bus. Then this stupid angangsiol come kajiao, made me damn paiseh. But whatever it is, thanks so much Mr and Mrs Ang. :) And that stupid randy, saw my super ugly look la siao la.. Then took train home with that couple, awkward sia they fucking PDA. :( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Whatever it is, i am thankful for everyone who cheered me up. Everyone stay strong, alright? :) x love you guys so so much. 


AND TMR IS MY VIRGIN EXPERIENCE OF AN EMCEE. MUST SUPPORT ME BY SHOUTING MY NAME AH EVERYONE. :D i am prepared to hear you people! :) x so nervous for it i swear. urgh. :( But it's okay, i will prepare myself till late night today. 


and again, i am studying till very late tonight. Lacking of time, lacking of sleep. Lacking of so many many things. This is life i think. Like what marcus said, " This is life. We have our happiest times, and of course and definitely, our extreme sad times. We just gotta deal with them and move on as time goes by. There's no rainbow if there isnt a storm. " Just.. a few sentences to motivate everyone. Oh and talk about motivation, i love Mr TIMOTHY CHEN la i sunpa!! Today during english class he came in, with a stack of foolscap, three boxes of pencils, and a stack of cards. And yes, in order to motivate us, he gave us a pencil, a foolscap and his handwritten card. Me and ginn were so touched that we almost cried. I am sure everyone in 3j is very honoured and glad to have him as our teacher. :) I love you Mr Chen, i will make sure that i give my very best for all the paper. Now i sticked his card on my study table as a motivation. Thanks mr chen. :) 


HAHA THIS IS SUCHA LONG POST. i am so shagged now and yet i still need to study. goodnight everyone ciaos. have a great night ahead, i love all of you ;) x