Yay my 100th post! :) and i shall make it special ^^

it was speech day yesterday and it was real boring. and this soo asked me, " why did we even volunteered?" I questioned myself too. Exactly man, why did i even drag her to volunteer with me. Oh, because the whole clique is going. I wanted us to have at least, a small and quick dinner together. But, i guess .. perhaps we should just set our problems aside and be back soon, everyone? as we are growing, we change. thats of course, but if all of us could accept the change but yet stay close together, thats it. :) and bestiesoo, i still love you many many. 

Had been mugging hard in school, but shall even mug harder from today onwards as i have only like 9 more days left till sa1 starts. Time please slow down. I feel that i am only like 20% prepared. :/ need to buck up on my physics and emaths. amaths is actually so much easier. oh and thats tricialim, no, konglongqi on top. :) met her at soyabean shop for awhile and talked. Quite glad that even after so many things, both of us are being able to open our heart and talk. despite i know it's only a lil bit of how we feel, i am quite satisfied. love you kong long qi. :) be honoured bitch! next week i am so going your house x) 

Hopefully things will go well for this girl above. i know how you feel, but those tears yesterday were really not worth. please rock, wake up. whatever it is, you've someone better just right in your eyes. hes great. yknow who i talking bout huh? :) and do well in your studies too love you x


And chantalle, seriously, dont think about it already. concentrate on mid year first. it's the most important thing. alright? :) 


and it was surprising that mr chen did not ask me why didnt i came school in the morning yet i went for speech day! hohoho. just when i thought the day is gonna be alright, damn. my eyes hurt so much. i just gotta avoid avoid and avoid. and i am so glad that whenever i am feeling down and wanna find someone, you will always be there. you know this is you when you're always my listening ear. :) so glad that actually a stupid bitch like you can be my listening ear, thanks so much :) i constantly remind myself, not to fall. it's not the right time to fall. everything has to be back in one piece. 


shopping after sa1 is my motivation to study now !! :D 


i guess its hurting so so so so much. just wondering, just who you want? Just how many girls have you hurt? Just how many girls you flirted? Just how many girls did you say that to? This is getting so tiring. Perhaps, they are meant to be together. trying my very best to keep myself intact whenever i see you but still, le sigh forget it. i still have my very good bunch of friends. 


Shall start a just myself me and i study date soon. i need to learn how to be independent, or is it, i've already been very independent and i am sure, i shouldnt be relying on anyone now. It all boils down to one thing : you only have yourself. That's all you've got. Suck it up. 


And out of a sudden, some tweets can be rather misleading.. and conveying the wrong message. I just hope everything can be over soon. Shall escape from the reality world for the time being. school has its both good and bad side, what to do? suck it all up. 


alright, shall go and mug now. :) x