A monday spent @ coffeebean. :') 

seriously think i look weird with specs. :( 

but this is better! ;D 

met her on a monday to study at coffeebean, it was quite productive i can say. :) OH AND SA1 IS STARTING ON MONDAY. WISH ME ALL THE BEST :') 




not that i am not prepared and stuffs, it's just.. i am sure there's like numerous and countless of butterflies whenever exams are near us, especially when this is sa1. I want it to be over quickly, yet to think that i have not really prepared myself, why am i so contradicting oh gosh :/ But whatever it is, i am only left with four more days and yes i will definitely stop procrastinating. NO MORE CRYSTAL. BETTER SIT DOWN AND STUDY. yes :) 


Have been staying back in school everyday till 7plus, 8. It's all about studies, studies and more studies this month. Even though many problems arose, i beat them down, learning so many things from each and every problem. I am sure, i stand stronger now. :) tuesday had napfa and i helped out at Mr Goh's station - recordings!! swear i sit until butt damn pain man oh gosh. 


And it's an emotional wednesday today to everyone, i guess. :) School was fine and stuffs. Until school ended, everything starts to go abit haywire.. firstly bestie soo dont be sad alright. Afterall, you two still have many many years down the road. You must stay strong, and not be defeat by all these small little obstacles. Talked to theo after school for awhile before a long talk inside the toilet cubicle with chantalle and wenning. I am so glad that things start to get back on track. I just love how we could sit down, spend so much time just on cheering each other up. And wenning fucking dug my secrets out, damn her. Headed to sheng siong for a quick bite to fill our tummies, but a long h2h talk in between. So upset with him, cos to think he's this type of person. I thought he was nice.. nah, crystal you've a bad judgemental sight. haha whatever, all i need is time. huh :) then went back to school, went canteen bu dao five mins, saw weizhen crying, quickly rushed her to the toilet. Again, a talk in the same old cubicle. :) Ginn came in shortly and ended up two of them crying. :( Cheerup leh wo de san ge bao bei !! :) Studies is the top priority now, dont let other things bring us down ok. :) And had a small chat with xuanliang while playing bball with him today too. Cheerup liang, you can de !! :) Finally settled down and study at 6. but it's just for tmr's chinese test. Everyday also test test test, damn... :/ Nevermind, this studying period will pass very soon. Hang on, Crystal!! :) Then went to play bball with trena and frisbee with alot alot alot people at around 630pm. Had fun, like lepak lepak abit la. :) Then finally went home at 7pm. Sat down at the bench while waiting for bus. Then this stupid angangsiol come kajiao, made me damn paiseh. But whatever it is, thanks so much Mr and Mrs Ang. :) And that stupid randy, saw my super ugly look la siao la.. Then took train home with that couple, awkward sia they fucking PDA. :( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Whatever it is, i am thankful for everyone who cheered me up. Everyone stay strong, alright? :) x love you guys so so much. 


AND TMR IS MY VIRGIN EXPERIENCE OF AN EMCEE. MUST SUPPORT ME BY SHOUTING MY NAME AH EVERYONE. :D i am prepared to hear you people! :) x so nervous for it i swear. urgh. :( But it's okay, i will prepare myself till late night today. 


and again, i am studying till very late tonight. Lacking of time, lacking of sleep. Lacking of so many many things. This is life i think. Like what marcus said, " This is life. We have our happiest times, and of course and definitely, our extreme sad times. We just gotta deal with them and move on as time goes by. There's no rainbow if there isnt a storm. " Just.. a few sentences to motivate everyone. Oh and talk about motivation, i love Mr TIMOTHY CHEN la i sunpa!! Today during english class he came in, with a stack of foolscap, three boxes of pencils, and a stack of cards. And yes, in order to motivate us, he gave us a pencil, a foolscap and his handwritten card. Me and ginn were so touched that we almost cried. I am sure everyone in 3j is very honoured and glad to have him as our teacher. :) I love you Mr Chen, i will make sure that i give my very best for all the paper. Now i sticked his card on my study table as a motivation. Thanks mr chen. :) 


HAHA THIS IS SUCHA LONG POST. i am so shagged now and yet i still need to study. goodnight everyone ciaos. have a great night ahead, i love all of you ;) x