It's not easy at all.

hi everyone let me introduce you this awesome bitch friend of mine. :D haha be honoured boh! ;) 

so yeah apparently i went jogging and h2h talking with this lady up there. Decided to jog everything out if i can that day. And thank god, i did. :') Trained for her 2.4km run with her and then off to 521 to slack. and we caught mediacorp filming there! woohoo. What a talk at 521 i must say. 10 years of friendship and counting, i am sure our friendship is one that will never sink. right boh! i know i always say this to you, but i sincerely hope you can stay strong. because i believe you are a very strong girl who can overcome obstacles in your life. just kick them off like how mario kick those monsters off, alright? I am here forever. :D haha i sound like a les. oops

AND I CANT BELIEVE THAT A WEEK PASSED JUST LIKE THAT. I AM SO LUCKY AND GLAD THAT TMR IS A GOOD FRIDAY AND FINALLY A BREAK FROM SCHOOL. AFTER BEING ALL SO DRAINED UP, I GUESS THIS COMING LONG WEEKEND WILL BE A CHANCE FOR ME TO BUCK UP AND RECHARGE MY BATTERY. 

i've no idea why this week passed so fast. perhaps of studies? i feel so pressured by upcoming MYE all of a sudden -___- im still in procrastinating mode, ahhh okay seriously. but it's okay. i will start studying. Just forget about everything and study till sa1 ends. I SWEAR I WILL DO WELL. AND I WILL DO WELL. must prove to myself that i can! OKAY EVERYTHING WILL START FROM TMR. gonna wake up so early tmr. How're you, grandma? I miss you. :) x 

Have been listening in class so so so much nowadays. #senseofachievement 

Actually i have alot of things to post. But i have no idea how to get along with, and how to start with. I guess, happiness sadness dramas heartaches failures success and many more, are just.. part of life? People change, People got replaced. Thats why, dont expect too much, the disappointment will be far much more than you expected. Had a talk with @rockkshell tonight. Quite a meaningful one i guess. thanks so much dear :) x

But the best is when someone actually said " i am always here for you crystal chin!! " , and listens to me for twenty mins, and will actually wakeup for me just because i might call again. thank you so much, love you. ;') You are not alone, i am here for you, always too, you bitch!! :) 

HEHE. guess my life is balanced, cos there's both good and bad things. oh gosh, whatever. lets post some photos to chill the atmosphere ;) 

LOVING THIS PHOTO ;)

and we took so many so many so many photos that day. Oh and did i told you people that many told me i look differently from real life and in photos? Ohdayummmmmm. whatever. :) Both side also look buang, jialat max. :( Somebody teach me how to be prettier pleaseeeeeeeeeee

anyway, i am so guilty for not being able to make it for saturday's trip to egg tan's house with those bitches. :( after sa1 sure must make up to them alr! :') and clique's being crazy over old pe tshirts that we are maybe going to the supplier straight to make them. woohoo! 

i am sure time heals all these. we just got to wait. i know deep down everyone's still not ok. changing my side, i hope everyone of you sees the big picture. i dont want to be fake. everything will be alright soon, i guess thats a promise i want to hear from everyone

infactuation only. i guess. it seems to me that you're not appreciating, you're taking everything for granted. You thought it's a must for me to be there, for me to like you? Nah. All the small little things you do everyday are constantly allowing me to fade away from you. I hate this stage - back to strangers again. there was so much things i wanted to tell you, but.. it's like, i am dying to ask, yet i am afraid to know. i have so many so many so many questions for you. 

and hi @rockkshellchan, you think you know me ~ YOU REALLY DO! ;D haha bitch please. :) 

Slow and steady, this world is mending up, with all those broken lines glued together, i will still be happy. 

goodnight lovelies it's 110am in the morning. :)