There's so much much much things i want to say. A week of school is so tiring. Mentally and physically draining me out, i am depriving of sleep. This week i had chinese and english oral. And it turns out that, actually english wasnt that bad! It was chinese that i kind of screwed it up. But well, its all over. And knowing the fact that MYE is coming up, i shall stop procrastinating and start studying. In fact, i had everything planned out. I should just go ahead with my plans and stop playing. Yes crystal stop playing. :(
Took 169 back home for like almost everyday because of @ayellowxsponge SOO WENNING. i guess she loves me alot! i sacrificed for her. :b and forever reaching home at 9pm. zhun zhun 9pm one! And had a long phone call with kimmyoon just now. Just love it the way how i can actually rant everything out to her, even though it's not face to face. so glad that she understands everything and actually will spend hours listening to me about my life. Whatever it is, i take all challenges of life up.
Sometimes, you gave me all those sorts of weird feelings. I hate all that. Have been getting so emotional inside nowadays, but nah, will never show it out. So attention seeking HAHA! friends wise perhaps getting a lil bit.. better? I am sure everyone will be back soon.. As for others, i am sure since things turned out this way, i am glad for everyone of us too. and i seriously hate it when i dont know how to cheer my friends up. i will always try to know the root of the problem before cheering them. i promise i always tries my best! :') and indeed, i love those who really listen to me and try to cheer me up. Thanks chantalle, iloveyou. :) Anyway, i will make my life to turn out great. Love everyone of you out there! ;D
like what i told rochelle, " i let go a good guy. i deserved all these karma. "
Just a few photos taken before my english oral. Love those bitches up there. :') Yearning for school nowadays because of my friends and most importantly, i am getting really nervous for my O's chinese paper this year. Cannot believe i am gonna be taking my O's next year. Time flies. I still remember the day i took my PSLE results, wondering how my future gonna be.. And now, two years plus flew past. Le sigh, really gonna treasure everything now.
perhaps it's all karma. i hurted someone so badly. i took someone for granted once. i took that someone lightly. i took that someone's love so lightly. i hurted that someone so badly so badly that everything's returning to me. If you see this coincidentally, i sincerely wish you all the best. depsite at times i will miss how you always assure you are there for me, it's all over. it has nearly been two months. time will heal. for both you and me. whatever it is, you will definitely find someone who love you more than i love you ; someone who is definitely better than me x a hundred times, for.. you deserved it.
I JUST HOPE LIFE GETS BETTER. finally, a friday tmr.
And perhaps, a study date with kimmyoon on saturday. :) love all of you out there. <3
so in love with " 煎熬" ! Totally describes me.
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